tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-373407552024-03-06T19:44:32.424-08:00Deliberations...Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.comBlogger126125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-34461989636733522812010-08-08T08:51:00.000-07:002010-08-08T09:06:02.773-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Illogical logic!</span></b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC0000;">I cant believe how selfish I am. I only use my blog when I need it the most. When I have thoughts that fail to understand me and I fail to understand them; I come here.<br /><br />But, this place has always been there for me.<br /><br />So what I am writing about is complicated. And its a realisation which apparently should have come long ago and its not a big deal but I write it to make it sink in to me and make me believe in it more.<br /><br />"Nothing is forever"<br /><br />And yet we expect them to be. [error: we </span></span><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC0000;">want</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC0000;"> them to be]<br /><br />The question, however, is: what do I want?</span></span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-86002896654359085772010-03-20T19:02:00.000-07:002010-03-21T10:37:39.399-07:00<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">“My life is, has been and always will be an adventure.”</span></span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">The above said seems like a piece of wisdom spoken out of someone’s mouth to appreciate life and live it in full admiration. But there is a whole lot into it and to tell this I feel disgusted.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">The person who said that also said, “… Technology is not that important (in </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">India</span></span></span></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">) considering in the </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">UK</span></span></span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> we ride on the inside of trains, not on top of them. … Indians have no access to electricity to even enjoy superior technology.” <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></p> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight:normal; mso-bidi-font-weight:bold"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">This guy used to study in my University in Stirling and belongs to </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">UK</span></span></span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight:normal; mso-bidi-font-weight:bold"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight:normal; mso-bidi-font-weight:bold"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Yesterday, I wrote a status on my Facebook that said, “</span></span></span></span></span><span class="uistorymessage"><span style=" font-weight:normal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Indian govt should exempt foreign nationals to work in </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">India</span></span></span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> too- jobs should go to Indians first, treat them just like they treat us!! *No Firangi Policy*!!”<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">The story behind the status: I am aware of the situation abroad these days considering the treatment towards Indians with respect to jobs and employment. Me and many of my friends staying outside of </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">India</span></span></span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> have faced the hardships of recession by either being kicked out or being rejected or simply not being considered for a very well suited job position. I do not blame them; each country is worried about their own well being and their own citizens first. But a few days ago, my sister staying in New Delhi having ample experience in the Indian Media and having been almost accepted by the CEO of the company got to being disliked by the PR head of the company who was a ‘Firangi’ BECAUSE she thought my sister did not know much of the Indian journalists. I say, who the hell is she?<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Hence my status: Indian govt should exempt foreign nationals to work in </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">India</span></span></span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> too- jobs should go to Indians first, treat them just like they treat us!! *No Firangi Policy*!!<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">I think I justify it too. Firstly, some firangi has to be a total reject from every other corner of the world to be working in </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">India</span></span></span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">. Secondly, why should we not use some kicking out? And Thirdly, there are too many unemployed talented people in </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">India</span></span></span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">. Why hire an angrez!!!!!?? <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Indians have to stop bending over for Firangi’s. Skin colour is not everything.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Anyway, the person in question in the initial paragraph of this blog arrives yet again, he commented on the status. I will copy paste the rest.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></h3> <h3 style="margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:justify"><span class="uistorymessage"><span style="font-weight:normal"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></h3> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/martinalexanderjack"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">Martin Jack</span></span></span></b></a><span class="apple-converted-space"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">That is a pretty disgusting thing to say. My colleagues include 5 indians in a group of 50. Thousands of indians live and work and have a good and free life in the </span></span></span><st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">uk</span></span></span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Yesterday at 16:30 ·<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Treat them like they treat us...that's what you say. An eye for an eye and the whole world goes blind - which remarkable indian said that?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=711572266"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Priyanka Tandon</span></span></span></b></a></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">well don't read too much into it! I'm not targeting any particular group of people in any particular country....n trust me I know how nationals are treated in UK (its a privilege), it doesn't work too much like that in my country. About UK... too bad we are too many and we are intelligent too, so everyone has to deal with it !!! It's pretty evident</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span><span class="textexposedshow"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">that in this recession, jobs are being given to nationals... all I am saying is that there are loads of unemployed people to be used in India, and it is time our govt. starts doing the same thing! We know how it feels, I am sure people might know what I am talking about....</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /><br /></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span><span class="textexposedshow"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">P.S.- Instead of being 'anti' about another country, I'm more or less talking about mine here!</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="textexposedshow"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Which, I think he either did not understand or he was astounded by the fact that I made much more sense than him. So, he sent me a private message:</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="gbthreadmessagerowauthorlinkwrapper"><b><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/martinalexanderjack"><span style="text-decoration: none; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Martin Jack</span></span></span></span></a></span></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><b></b></span></span></span><span class="gbthreadmessagerowdate"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">20 March at 08:56</span></span></span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="gbthreadmessagerowreportlink"></span></span></span></span><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/ajax/report.php?type=9&cid=376310850838&rid=615854676&cid3=1&h=780234a382" style="cursor:pointer"><span bindpoint="branchLinkWrapper"><span bindpoint="reportLinkWrapper"><span style="text-decoration: none; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Report</span></span></span></span></span></span></a></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">No, you trust me, you don't know shit. Just because you did your postgrad here doesn't mean Britain owes you a job. London is the most culturally diverse city in the world. There is no big government conspiracy to avoid hiring you, you're just getting upset because your efforts haven't paid off so far. Do you think I was handed a job because I was native? No, I struggled for it for many years and in many ways. Everyone struggles. Some chose to complain, others are mature enough to keep up the fight. I wish you luck getting a job, but why don't you show a little perseverance? P.S. I don't think a no foreigner policy in india would do much good - I really don't see brits falling over themselves to work in india.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Sent via</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/mobile/" style="cursor:pointer"><span style="text-decoration: none; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Facebook Mobile</span></span></span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="gbthreadmessagerowauthorlinkwrapper"><b><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=711572266"><span style="text-decoration: none; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">Priyanka Tandon</span></span></span></span></a></span></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><b></b></span></span></span><span class="gbthreadmessagerowdate"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">20 March at 15:34</span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span lang="EN-GB"></span><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></p> <span bindpoint="branchLinkWrapper"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">LOL<br /><br />See, I told you do not read too much into it, but if that’s not too simple to understand then I can’t help you. I don't need sermons over this city, I have made my own choices and oh I know shit!<br /><br />Yes I have tried hard enough and yes I am not employed yet and YES I am upset. But I am the last one to expect something out here. I am not keeping grudges against anyone. This status was far too simple. Everyone struggles. DUH. And if you've already spent too much time staring on my status then I guess you should know I never mentioned a country there...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /><br />I am not begging for a job first of all, neither is this about me getting a job in the first place. FB gives me a way to say things and I say them. Some choose to complain, some manage to keep a fight but Some should be, well 'mature' enough to respect someone’s opinion. And, well it wasn't even about British till you made it.<br />And falling over?? Well I think some people only love to live in developed countries and still have minds as backward as early men. You should really use some knowledge or umm maturity here. There are far too many foreigners working in India and I know far too many who want to. And FYI- Brits literally fell over some 100's of years back to come and rob our country.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /><br />So I guess at one point, no one really knows shit!<br /><br />And please, I do not choose to do this. You asked for it. I am staying here in London because I like it; I came to UK because I liked it. Instead of this country owing me something, I owe Scotland far too much. The status was a mock at someone who I know back in India. So suit yourself.<br /><br />God bless!</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">I think when people travel abroad and go to then western parts of the globe they also take themselves back in time and arrive at a place where some people are too proud of themselves without even knowing what they did to deserve it. God help them.</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">And I pity those who are ashamed of India and keep complaining unaware that it’s only them who make it the way it is and yet do not even make an effort. How can one not get moved by all this? I do and I am proud I can do even a little something for my country!</span></span></span></o:p></span></p></span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-74591182434402205592010-03-08T08:27:00.000-08:002010-03-08T08:58:20.547-08:00<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Be Positive!!! ya right!</span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;">I remember that day clearly when my 3rd year at Delhi University was about to end. My final term was almost there, I was totally hysterical because I needed to score a good percentage and I needed a plan! Unlike most people, or maybe LIKE most people I had never known what I am going to be when I grow up. I used to say I'll be Steffi Graph at one point of time. LOL. I also remember saying I want to be a Receptionist. God I was so ambitious. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;">So me and dad sat down thinking and he told me to go ahead with the course at this Scottish University which seemed amazingly apt to what I wanted to do in life. Now all I needed was a good percentage!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;">I had got my result and the ecstasy I had in my mind was limitless because I was going to UK !!! Uni was cool in Scotland but after that 1 and a half years of staying here, the same ecstasy has died! I don't get it-- what is so good about UK? especially for an Indian? you go out, you find the same people but just behaving retarded (In my dictionary: Indians who behave British are retarded) and if you're lucky you'll see a couple of Gora people somewhere in the crowd who look as if they are tourists in their own country. So, I get back to my question: what is so great about UK?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;">So what am I doing here, If these are my thoughts!??! To be honest, there are some things you get used to here and you like it, but that's not my point. I love some certain specific things about this place, but details later.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;">I am here because I paid this country loads of money on my overpriced study and then my overly-overpriced Visa. So I am not going back until they return my money. I am an Indian for God sake! </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;">Random Fact: Do you know if Indian students don't come here, half of these Gora's wont even get their salaries...poor people. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;">I think this is what unemployment does to me....</span></span></div>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-81335463121589447172010-03-02T12:35:00.000-08:002010-03-02T12:43:12.884-08:00<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999900;">Assumption approved.</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">Well, what do you know, moments later as I press "Publish Post" my computer crashed! And believe me when my computer crashes, life is a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">fullstop</span>. I'm like what do I do? So I have done something now to get it to work <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">atleast</span> and I am trying my best to keep it alive and going. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">Social life = <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">facebook</span> and my laptop</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">thats</span> about it.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">Anyway, Just want to thank <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Upasana</span>! (she knows why) You're a sweetheart. I know life is just showing its true colours to me but sometimes people assume we are doing just great when they see our smiles on <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Facebook</span>. But I'm a warrior! </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">You should come to London, fuck US.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">hehe</span>!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">well, I hope its easy to reboot your computer. I haven't done it before.</span></span></div><div><br /></div>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-73136771565770259812010-03-02T05:03:00.001-08:002010-03-02T05:20:00.058-08:00<div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">What happens next...</span></span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">And so I am back to my blog when everything seems to have turned away from me and I have nothing to do. I love updating statuses on </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Facebook</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">, but I hate admitting to the somewhat 200 friends I have on </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">FB</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> that I am having a bad time. I somehow like to project only cooler things on </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">facebook</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">- I admit, I'm a big </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">flaunter</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Well, I'm not typically in a worst case scenario right now but I'm also not exactly happy.</span></span></div><div><ol><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Away from family</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Missing the festivals (this is not a worthy point to be in this list though, n yet its no. #2)</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Unemployed and Cashless</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Stuck in London (which still means that I hate this city)</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">The most expensive city</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Wanting to go back but have no </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">effin</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> clue why I am still here.</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Staying in a </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">crappppppppppy</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> house, with the crappiest of people</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Well, this could be an infinite list.</span></span></li></ol><div><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Facebook</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> has become my only sense of social interaction these days with </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Farmville</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> and Cafe World doing up a bit to keep me "involved". I sit in my box room the rest of the time and watch random shit on my laptop, which I am assuming would crash any day (</span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">touchwood</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">!).</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">I sometimes wonder, Am I a bad person? I talk to myself some days and figure out things I have done in the past, do they really make a difference for your future? Does Karma really work? There are so many people I know who are </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">successful</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> and HAPPY in their life, and get everything they want, just like that! why??? HOW??? WHY?? I know cursing them won't help really but I need clarification.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">I called up </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Sahil</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> a few hours ago and told him about my stupid interview in London and he was like </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">Awww</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">don't</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> cry </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">don't</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> be sad. I </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">wasn't</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> crying and neither was I sad. For the first time in my life I think I </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">might've</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> showed him that "I CAN take shit!" attitude of mine. I told him </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">what'll</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> happen if I cry, no ones going to come running up with a job for me. The whole world is trying so I'll join em and TRY. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">I am tired of trying. And I am not even anticipating on what happens next!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">bleeaurghhh</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">!!!!</span></span></div></div>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-32461083742014913182009-05-17T07:34:00.001-07:002009-05-17T07:47:28.140-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"><strong>He's an 'it'!!!!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">A lot has happened between this post and the previous one, which I really can not open up here, I will need a private post for that. But anyway, about the title. It came up when me and my housemates were having lunch a couple of days back in the hall, taking out free time out of our exams, and we were looking at Mark's (the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Chinese</span> guy) class picture. He was so upset with exams and his professor that when I asked who's he, he said, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Noo</span> he's not a he, he's an 'it'. I wondered for two minutes but then I laughed out loud with the immense sense that he had just made., somehow. At times he is just too funny and the way he speaks is just too typical of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Chinese</span> people speaking <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">English</span>. But he's a sweet guy.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">The other day he was teaching me all the bad words in <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Chinese</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">hehe</span>. So he goes what do you call a 'hybrid human' in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Hindi</span>??? And I am like what the hells a hybrid human, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">haha</span>. But aah it was a scientific term for a 'छक्का' <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">hahahah</span>!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">I am <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">still</span> working on my new blog, which will come up in a few days, it is also going to be a little related to my course so if u get bored, don't blame me. I have indeed become a little lame in writing ever since I have come here. Also, my term is going to end in another 3 and a half months from now, then I am going back home....<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">yay</span>!!!!!!!!! but also I will miss this place, sob sob. i just have <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">tooooo</span> many memories here. It has been the best year of my life i guess.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">I'll save some stuff for later.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">adios</span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-86395312025055157462009-04-19T18:41:00.000-07:002009-04-19T19:33:42.098-07:00<div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">And So it was....</span></strong></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">After much contemplation and some weird face making, I realised that my blog has gone for a toss. It has lost its charm (well, I am self-supposing that it had some before!!), it has become too random, it has become too summarized and I have become lazy! Each time I come up with an excuse and say I'll write often and soon, blah-la-blah, I just <em>can't</em>!!</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">ugh!</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">Sooo I sat thinking and came up with a first fused, then blinking and then a shattering bulb idea. Why not start afresh and make a new blog!! I won't delete this one and neither will stop writing in it. Umm lets just keep this one for nonsense!! But now I have lost track of all my comment-people. So I don't know if thats a bright idea!!!</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">Sigh</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">So life seems to be running now, 8 months have gone, lots changed, I changed, people changed!!! I took some decisions I should have taken ages ago, but sometimes it feels blank!!! </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">I have also changed my Dissertation topic, its more 'political'....</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">and lets say i'll say all about it on my blog, err new blog!!! I hope some people reply there, otherwise my dissertation will never work!!!!! puhleeezzzz-with cherry on top...ok and a chocolate nut too!!</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">YAwwwwwwwwwwn...m lazy again!! I'm sure its all pumping up eh?!!</span></div>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-34857087494238280992009-03-23T10:44:00.000-07:002009-03-23T10:58:26.836-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Roobaru</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Roshni</span>!!!!!!!!!! ( I don't know why I wrote this title)</strong></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">Ha, another post, late late late....crap!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Anywayy</span>, well the weather is getting so awesome here, touch wood!! love the sun....Ive been shopping as is if the world is in recession because I have stolen their money....bad liner but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">thats</span> what i am doing..ugh!!</span></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">The other day I was in M&S, checking out some shoes (awesome by the way, just a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">lil</span> ahead of budget) so I was wearing em and loving <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">myself</span> in the mirror, so this old lady (very cute) walked up and said, they look fabulous!!!! I smiled and said thank you, she said, well...some years ago I used to run around in them when I was young, enjoy them all you can!!!! I smiled and sat thinking (No I still did not buy them) and wondered how life is running. We are all indeed waiting for Godot!!!!!! Why is life so short???</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">Otherwise, Life is the same, I am dying to get back home, just wanna chill and enjoy the free 2 months I am ever going to get now, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">coz</span> then begins the tough hard life with hours and hours of slogging and getting paid for it (well <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">thats</span> one consolation) and then the whole life will be spent doing that! Why IS life so short????</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">We have had some awesome partying in the last 2-3 weeks and I am sure next week is on since its <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Gautams</span> birthday. I so wanna chill here and enjoy my time to the most before I start into the slogging mode. I wanna freak out!!!! but I also desperately need a job....!!! phew</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">But most importantly, people who are reading this I seriously need your help. if anyone is interested in being interviewed by me for my dissertation for a short time please leave a comment and your details where I can contact you, email or telephone. Pretty please!!!!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">Anyway, short blog, useless in a way also nonsense but what a relief....I'll write another one soon....its about some <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">shhhhh</span> people here.....they get on my nerves...JLT...nuthin much though...</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">chao</span>!!!</span></span></p>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-21174420312816659012009-02-26T16:49:00.001-08:002009-02-26T17:35:40.505-08:00<p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><strong>Spring Semester</strong></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">My blog is upset because I don't visit often now, I have got so busy with nothing here that I have forgotten one of the most important thing in my life. Well <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">after all</span> we always take our loved ones for granted don't we? Because others are not worth it eh!!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Its almost spring here, which means, more sunshine, more daylight and more beautiful mornings. I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">hated</span> when it used to get dark at 3 in the afternoon, it became so dead, now we get 4 minutes of more daylight each day and soon it will start getting dark at 10-11 in the night. wow. exciting!! This place is so pretty that i love walking here, no matter how long the distances are and I put on some nice music and walk to the uni and back, i love walking alone. Here, we greet everyone and anyone on the street with a sweet smile, which is amazing. We say "cheers" whenever someone does something nice, which is so common. Its lovely. I love this place, its my city, for now. But aah well India rules and Delhi Rocks!!!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Anyway, this semester is kinda nice, I like the modules and the teachers and I don't sleep in lectures <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">atleast</span>. Also I have started thinking about my Dissertation which is a major deal here and I need all you <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Bloggers</span>' help. If you guys are reading, please help me in my Dissertation <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">coz</span> my topic for dissertation is 'Blogging Life: Public versus the Personal'. I'll post up questions (not any sooner but sometime later in April or something), and it'll be of great help if you guys reply, to help me complete it. thanks.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">So, whats new is that I am back to being friends with <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Shradha</span>- the one I kept mentioning as my 'loser friend' from college.<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">LOL</span>. But aah what the hell, she was/IS my friend anyway, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">hehehe</span>. We patched up and forgave each other. Sometimes its not worth losing some people in life, they remain forever with you, somewhere somehow. She won't really like this para as she will be expecting some back with a bang kinda thing. ha ha. Nah I'm not giving you that!!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">I've been reading <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Khaled</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Hosseini's</span> 'A Thousand Splendid Suns'. Its amazing. Couldn't be anything better following his first book which was more than amazing. Its recommended to all book lovers. Also, try listening to this song 'Jason <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Mraz</span>- I'm yours'. Very happy song.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">I gossipped a lot about a few things today, some serious stuff. Some things that were supposed to be given a thought. It was about 'people', about how they behave and how they expect and about how they become judgmental for no reason. I think I have become sensible, for me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">atleast</span>. Some amazing people have taught me a lot and have raised me up here. One of them is my housemate- Rainer. He's a great guy!!! There are loads of other people to the list, will be mentioned as time comes. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Gotta go sleep, have early lecture tomorrow. Boring!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">later</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">ciaah</span></span></p><p> </p><p> </p>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-79210833456845943542009-01-19T19:13:00.000-08:002009-01-19T19:18:16.587-08:00<p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><strong>Exciting...</strong></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">Well I finally get some respite! Gautam came back from India today, I talked after a long time (some sense that is). Sahil's coming back tomorrow. Phew!! Anyway, the best part is......its AUSSIE OPEN time and I'm watching te matches on P2P. heheh Piracy zindabad!!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">It snowed today!!! yay!! but it got so damn cold, im wearing two socks and I'm still freezing. I want hot coffee. I want hot pakoras. I want a job. I want chutney. I want mommy and daddy!! </span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">:-(</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">ooooo, Hewitt and Gonzalez playing...yay..byee </span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">later</span></p>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-85098293900098098882009-01-14T18:31:00.000-08:002009-01-14T19:05:53.079-08:00<div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#003300;">Breakthrough</span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#003300;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">I have been staying alone for FOUR months now, and seriously life teaches a lot of lessons. I'm so sure that as I get back home I am going to be a different person in terms of outlook, confidence and maturity. I have seen and met so many different 'species' of people here who also in a way make me realise of what I am and who I deserve to be. I have indeed become more positive towards life and I have definitely become calm.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">But I'm slightly baffled and bored out here especially because all my friends are away home. And I am here, listening to people's fantasies and burdens (which obviously have nothing to do with them). Sometimes I wish Nishant was here, so I could talk the way I want <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">to</span> and just speak nonsense......<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">LOL</span>, even the thought of it makes me laugh. He is one friend I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">don't</span> ever wanna lose, he is indeed my best friend since 7-8 years now. hope it stays forever. cheers buddy!!</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">I am bugged here but I still like it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">coz</span> I spend time with myself and watch loads of movies and hear lots of good music, I even do a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">lil</span> jig at times. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">hehe</span>. I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">don't</span> wanna crib and complain about spending time in Stirling, as this is the only thing left in the world for some folks out here. It just makes me pull my tongue out. I love Stirling, I chose to leave my country and come here. Learn to Live.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">Anyways, I forgot to mention my London and Cardiff trip, I will write all about it in my next post.</span></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">cheers mates!!</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-34680342312260068682008-12-29T15:07:00.000-08:002008-12-29T15:49:39.479-08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Forgotten</strong></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">This is one thing I never wanted to happen. My Blog has become so lame, hardly write up and I hardly visit it. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Ahh</span>. No, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">I'm</span> not going to let this happen. I will revamp it and I will keep coming back to it to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">update</span> it. Yes!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">Maybe it will be changed after this post. Anyways, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Sooooo</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">I'm</span> in London, big deal!!! But hey <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">London's</span> cool, all <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">that's</span> missing is people. I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">don't</span> have anyone to see London with but I've still managed somehow. One can go crazy with shopping here, that is if you're a rich dads kid or if you own the Bank of England. But I shopped, loads of stuff and now I don't have extra bags to carry it all the way to Stirling. I wanna show <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Neha</span> everything I shopped!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">After been shopping I have realised one thing that I have become a bag-a-<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">holic</span>, i just love bags now. I own 1-2-3-4-5-6-7, oh <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">fuckerrr</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">sevenn</span> bags <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">nowww</span>. shit. But in my defense I had got 3 from India. the last one I bought (<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">ie</span>, today) was H&M and its pink and its <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">cuteee</span>!! I was so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">chirpyy</span> the entire day. Also I have realized how much I miss Stirling, Lyon Crescent, House 7, House 8....<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">ahhh</span>!! I'm anyways into the whole mode of missing Delhi since almost 3 and a half months now, so I've got used to it but Stirling I never knew I'll miss so much. The day after <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">everybody's</span> last exam we had such a nice time. I miss 'Fix You'. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">*sigh* So how <u>is</u> London anyway?? I think I can fill pages writing about the whole '<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">nitty</span>-gritty' of it but in a nutshell- London's good, I am a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">liiiiitttle</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">uncomfy</span> with the new people around, And I am not good at new company, I take ages to open up and get into 'conversation'. Meeting <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">Gauravs</span> (<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">jiju</span>) friends <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">Shantanu</span> and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">Anchal</span> was fun. I am <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">kiiinnnda</span> looking forward for new years eve. I hope I get good drunk so people <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">don't</span> realize I'm there. One more thing, Indian Men (well at least some of them) with hard core British accent seem so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">gayyy</span>!!! ugh!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">Christmas was great, we had a nice English Christmas dinner and I got loads of gifts, was overwhelmed but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">hehehehe</span>--<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">greedyy</span>!!! thanks!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">Well, Another 9 days till I get back to Stirling. Another 3 days till I get to Cardiff. I know that later I will be looking back at these days and wondering how time flew but for now I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">wana</span> get home. I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">wana</span> be by myself, talk to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">neha</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">gaurav</span>, mum n dad nicely. Till then <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">I'm</span> not doing much, just using, no! OVER-using my laptop, actually I need a life <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">coz</span> I'm popping into random peoples profiles. I cant believe I've had such loser friends in my college days, yuck!! How convenient has it become for people to be lame and selfish these days. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">lol</span>. But I'm happy I have a few good friends with me still.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">I guess its getting really long now and I need to find new templates for the blog.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">laterrr</span> (soon!!) *what an oxymoron*</span></p>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-61121364881697635442008-12-09T14:50:00.000-08:002008-12-09T14:58:10.490-08:00<span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong>ज़िन्दगी बड़ी होनी चाहिए, लम्बी नहीं!!!</strong></span><br /><span class=""></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9900;">Today I learnt new things about myself. I had my first exam here, I did prepare but it was a disaster, well thats what I think. Anyway, that gone I had newer things to deal with. I talked to Dad and till that moment I had never realised how much I love him. So much that theres no bound, I just love him (this is not new ofcourse but suddenly had this outburst going on). Mom is my sweetheart! I thought of all those times when I used to crib on small things and waste my days, life is so short to live all those moments. Each day something happens which is special. I don't think anyone should waste days.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9900;">If I havent still said enough, I wanna say again. I love you Mom and Dad!!!</span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-9047728050274953982008-11-27T15:03:00.000-08:002008-11-27T15:53:27.896-08:00<div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333300;"><strong>Long time, yet again!!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">There are a lot of things keeping me busy these days, seriously a lot of things! I did not have time to even think of stuff I could write in my blog, but since this is a part of my life now, decided to shell out <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">at least</span> 5 minutes to it today and obviously I am taking more time than that. Anyway, Stirling is treating me well. It <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">snowwwweeeeeeeeeeeeddd</span> here!!! awesome, amazing, lovely, etc etc. I'll add a pic too in the end of this blog. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">Heard about <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Mumbai</span> yesterday, felt so disgusted at those bloody damn terrorists, they should be handed over to the people and beaten to death. And bomb their home. kill everyone! </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">A few days ago I realised that I have indeed grown up here, as in learnt to deal with things. Trust me living alone helps. In the past, I had cribbed about things I had to let go, I did not think at those moments but what I think the most difficult thing to do is live without family, everything else is just nothing! Life really moves on. Somehow, I think I do not think as much as I used to back home, I used to eat my own head on small matters, here I don't, maybe <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">coz</span> I don't have much time and maybe no one is self-centered. I had made some wrong choices in choosing friends in my college, and because of that I had not realised that i gave up being 'ME'. People turned me into something else or maybe I never looked back at that time. Today is different, I know who I am and who I was. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">-----</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">I am eagerly waiting for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Neha</span> and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Gaurav</span> to come here and visit me, we'll go nuts with shopping. Shoes, shoes and more shoes, I know she'll love it. I want Mom and Dad to come during my convocation. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">The big news is- I am going to LONDON on 19<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">th</span> Dec, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">yayyyyyyyyyyy</span>!!!!. Christmas and New Years both there. Though I know I'll miss a hell <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">lotta</span> people these days but I think <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">thats</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">ok</span>. But I wish <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Neha</span> too was there. :-(</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">I miss my blog so much these days, as soon as my exams end, I'll revamp this whole place up. I'll put in a new template and I'll keep updating about <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">london</span> from there. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">yay</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">i'm</span> so excited!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">later<br />*<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">mwah</span>*</span></div><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">oops I almost forgot, here is a picture of snow, from my room window</span></p><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5273489508696955570" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 239px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uo02vFbduaY/SS8yxJyhmrI/AAAAAAAAAbk/CGTUisgREIw/s320/IMAG0036.JPG" border="0" /></p>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-81900012659976163132008-11-08T08:17:00.000-08:002008-11-08T08:34:42.032-08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"><strong>Its a new day everyday!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">Most of the times I begin my blog by saying 'uh long time' but seriously haven't been writing so much. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">There is</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"> so much to say and so much to share. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">Its so strange when at one point of time we sit and think how difficult things would get if this happens in our life. We all are so used to our lives that we cant perceive changes, we want our life to be like that. period.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">But I never knew change could be so nice. It is important. I am saying this because I am loving the time I am spending in Stirling. Its new, its nice, its what I never thought could be. Though i miss home, ma and papa, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">neha</span> and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">gaurav</span>. Its hard but its <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">ok</span>. There are some people I wanna thank who taught me how to live when loved ones are not around, even if it was the hard way.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">What i love about Stirling is that it has brought a change in me, I don't portray anything here, I don't have to make anyone happy, I don't have to pretend anything. I have left some things behind and I am walking a straight line here. I do feel bad for a few things I left behind. A friendship that was based on fragile grounds, though I miss it at times, was baseless- I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">didn't</span> know. I didn't know a lot of things back then.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">But its a new day, I wanna live every moment of it, who knows if they'll ever come back!?!</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#006600;">We do not remember days; we remember moments. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#006600;">~Cesare <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Pavese</span>, The Burning Brand</span></em>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-87580604381366679092008-10-25T06:47:00.000-07:002008-10-25T07:21:38.413-07:00Cheers!!<br /><div></div><br /><div>I was just wondering the other day the time when I actually stood at the airport door and turned around to say BYE. I went in and knew I wont step back home in another year. THAT WAS IT!</div><br /><div></div><div>Today, I realise how big that was!! Home is everything!</div><br /><div></div><div>Its getting comfortable here, everyday. We had a Diwali party yesterday, it was nice, though I got pissed at one point of time. Some people just bullshit about any shit! But otherwise it was nice, Indian tradition!! And good Food!! Shit I'm gonna miss Diwali.... :-(</div><br /><div></div><div>November is going to be hectic for me, I have so much work to do and so much study, exams are also nearing. crap! My sleep cycle is totally fucked up, I sleep at 3 am get up at 2 pm, or else if I have class at 9, I hardly sleep for 4 hrs a day, though I get a sound sleep. aaah!</div><br /><div></div><div>Its good to experience the world all by yourself here, we see how people change in freedom, how some use it and some misuse it. How some flaunt what they don't even have, and some flaunt all they have. How some limit themselves to circumferences to be 'cool'. How some forget their nationalities and how some stand still. Its a strange world out here. But in the end, its all about how you are and how you see it! God knows whats happening! But I still like it, there are good people here as well.</div><div> </div><div>so back to, cheers!!</div>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-83823748609993671822008-10-20T12:12:00.000-07:002008-10-20T12:43:24.018-07:00<p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong>2 months almost!</strong></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993300;">Can't believe how fast that was!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993300;">My frequency of blogging has become so low here, I don't get time. Not that I'm busy or something, and neither that I'm not, ugh (well I've recently come to know I've got this vivid foot in mouth syndrome, so sorry bout that). Anyway!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993300;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993300;">Its nice here, I like it but sometimes I get sad, I miss home! and sometimes I sing those lines from the song Yellow, 'when you get what you want, but not what you need'.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993300;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993300;">shit i dunno what else to write!!!!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993300;">crap..</span></p>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-25745928875918834092008-10-11T19:59:00.000-07:002008-10-11T20:24:16.470-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;"><strong>Down the line...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">I almost complete 1 month here in Scotland and i don't even realise that. I talked to mom n dad that day, they said it seems as if you are gone for ages! For me? well, it seems time literally ran the fastest in my entire life. I have made some friends here and I am purposely not writing 'good' in front of it. Not because they are not good, but only because they are.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#33cc00;">I just hope what I say does not change with perception (not necessarily mine). It might sound too soon to say this, but I'll cherish these days <em><u><strong>always.</strong></u></em></span></span><br /><strong><em><u><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span></u></em></strong><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">I am getting to think these days that sometimes you know something that exists but you never cross your line and get to the core just because you want them to be realised by themselves. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">hmm</span>! Lemme leave it just about there. I have a fragile mind.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">It could be nice, I know that it 'would be'. But sometimes life is complex.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">♥</span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-31172704495941316352008-10-06T04:21:00.000-07:002008-10-06T04:29:01.282-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#000099;">Des-var-lecker (that was yummy!)</span></strong><br /><br /><span style="color:#000066;">It’s good that I share my Uni accommodation with foodies. I really gel well with all of them, good people. Touch wood!!<br /><br />It was a German food weekend. We had German starters, German main course and German alcohol with loads of German fun. Last weekend was Chinese. Maybe next week is Indian. I am a little lazy, oh boy!<br /><br />I have become the ‘chana dal’ queen here and I’m gradually starting to cook it just like mom. I made Rainer taste it, the German housemate, he simply loved it. Everybody is curious here about India. Mark,, the Chinese guy, got scared when my pressure cooker whistled that day. Lol. Shine loves me, hehe, she keeps kissing me and keeps saying “Pleeyaanka! I love you”. Ok don’t get any ideas!!! She’s just adorable. Richard is nice as well, he doesn’t talk much.<br /><br />I miss home a lot, I get so sad when I wonder that I won’t see mom n dad for 1 year. I so wish they come here. I want to go shopping with Neha here, she’ll love the place. Wanna go clubbing with Gaurav. Shit man I miss them!! I miss Kalkaji, Select city walk,, BIG CHILL!!!!<br /><br />Anyway, I was bored a few days back here so I borrowed this ‘sho-shweet’ movie from a friend, Monster Inc. I hadn’t watched it before so got ma hands on it. Adorable again! Better than all animations I have watched.<br /><br />It’s late, I have an early lecture tomorrow. So I’ll pack-up. Though this is a word doc as I don’t have 24 hr internet access, I just have to copy paste this file on the blog.<br /><br />I know!!! I need a life.<br /><br />Later</span></span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-54599201765606231102008-09-25T05:19:00.000-07:002008-09-25T05:21:13.021-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#663333;">The Dusk and the Dawn</span></strong><br /> <br /><br /><span style="color:#663333;">A window slightly open, a long glass of juice, despite the crappy cold, my hands smelling of lemon after the dishwash and here I am listening to an unknown song but loving it at the same time. It’s been long since I felt a sudden rush inside me, today is the day, maybe because I am alone and maybe because of something that paid me a visit unexpectedly. By visit I mean ‘in my mind’.<br /><br />Something.<br /><br />This something makes me write this way, obscured and blurred but also coming out exactly the way I want it to. At times I am okay with the whole idea of not speaking words that touch me deep down inside (deep deep down). There are some wishes I crave for, no bounds!<br /><br />Today, there were some things said and I still behaved they were unheard, because it takes me back to square one. “I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone”. I don’t know if all of this is making me sense but that is how I feel today.<br /><br />When at times I look at the sun, I feel happy for the brightness but here I miss sunshine, I really do! From dusk till dawn, it’s all the same-glum! Trying to settle here and make a space comfortable for myself. I wish I stay happy here.<br /><br />Happy sunshine to all those back in India.<br /><br />P.S. - It’s really hard when someone comes and says ‘I miss you’.</span></span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-68170198678686471182008-09-19T04:05:00.000-07:002008-09-19T04:08:21.624-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#990000;">The Heart of Scotland!</span></strong><br /><br /><span style="color:#660000;">The day I reached this little county of Stirling, I freaked out and cried for almost 1 hour cribbing to have made such a crappy decision of studying so far off. The plane journey was nice; it almost made me overcome my fear (a lil bit), landing at London was nicer, then I got lost in the beauty when I took the drive from Edinburgh airport to Stirling. But I knew something is going to go wrong man!<br /><br />The place is undoubtedly a heaven on earth, but it’s so damn quiet that the silence nearly kills you. I went up to my room and lost control, I wanted to run away as soon as possible. But then I heard some voices and I figured it was Hindi. I found almost 20-30 neighbours who are Indians and they’re all wonderful people. Then I gained a little strength to bear what I was about to tour.<br /><br />So all the anxiety over, the University has took off, it’s an amazing campus and doesn’t really look like a college, it’s more of a café. I had my first induction interview with the course director, it went real well. I am eager to start with my classes which push off this Monday. It gets really exciting to live in a cottage and make your own food, do all the household chores. We go ‘Ration’ shopping together and we walk like 4 kms everyday. Phew! And everyday after dinner we guys make a point to meet up in someones house and chat since theres no other mode of entertainment left for any of us. Its fun!<br /><br />I don’t’ really have internet at home but would soon get one but the campus is wi-fi and it’s easy to access internet in between lectures. We have a new fundoo way of learning here. Everythings online and that includes our lectures as well. Looking forward to all these new techno stuff.<br /><br />So, everythings back on track and will write-up back soon!</span></span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-9034603975480777702008-09-10T01:26:00.000-07:002008-09-10T23:54:38.247-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Phoren</span>..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Its time to say goodbye to New Delhi, to India, just for a while. Its so damn hard that I have been avoiding the whole ordeal to think about it. And I am putting my head into nonsensical things like Doomsday by <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">LHC</span> that has been buzzing around. I know nothing would happen, but I'm just thinking to keep my mind off other stuff. By the way according to India TV, Doomsday should have already happened. I sometimes feel like slapping that news channel, they create an unnecessary panic.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Hmm</span>, so in 2 days from today I'll be in another country, actually in the plane ( I hate the idea of it too). <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Im</span> going '<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Phoren</span>'. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">yay</span>! Some <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">padosi</span> aunties were curious so they asked me beta <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">kahan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">jaa</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">rahe</span> ho, I said Scotland UK...and they made confused faces wondering if I was going to two places at the same time. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Anyway, the news channels are going crazy with Doomsday news, I have heard so many dates when the world will end or was about to end. I think God will also get confused now. We know the certainty of our death is same every year, 1 in 365, what we don't know is the exact day. So we should all CHILL! We will only die when we overcome death. I actually saw this one some random forum so blabbed it out.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Otherwise in plain words, we are all too busy to die!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">So saying goodbye to family and friends and all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">bloggers</span>!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">I'll catch up back soon.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Sayonaara</span>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">BRB</span>!</span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-33030253633241629102008-09-05T21:47:00.000-07:002008-09-05T22:28:46.215-07:00<strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">The 3 Mistakes of my life</span></strong><br /><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I am reading this novel by Chetan Bhagat these days, and I am almost on the verge of finishing it. Its a fast read and pretty OK. I can call it good I think. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">Chetan Bhagat has this whole flavour to his novels, I would always wanna wait for his next novel. This one is better than 'One night at a call centre' but not as good as "Five point Someone', but its still a good read. I think the way he writes stuff, he knows what people would wanna read so that makes his novels 'readable'. Sweet!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I don't think I have had any 3 mistakes in my life, well umm have obviously done stuff that has not been inside the jurisdiction of being 'right' but then I don't think I'd call em Mistakes big enough to freak me out. Crap, I have been such a Sharif ass till now! heh heh</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">Talking of novels, I did start reading 'Piece of cake' in between, but I had just given it up and then couldn't really pick it up again. So now this and the next one is a classic- Margaret Mitchell's "Gone with the wind'. Its a fat book, so will keep me involved for a long time period.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I wanna read Jane Eyre again. I have forgotten what it was all about.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">later (listenin to Roop tera Mastana- hehe cute song)</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;"></span> </p>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-2894225514168558392008-08-31T21:31:00.000-07:002008-08-31T21:50:48.055-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"><strong>Revelation....</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">LOL</span>, this title will make this blog sound pretentious. But it <em>is </em>a big deal to me. :-(</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">I have given my family people a kind of a pleasant shock two days back. I was waiting for my admission to get final, waited for a scholarship, waited for my visa and broke the news. All are happy. Except me. Well, I'm happy to go and study but not happy because leaving family here is tough, and mum is like the most anxious <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">mumma</span> ever. Her face expression is like '<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Chintamani</span>'. Dad wants me to reach safely and he'll be fine. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Hmm</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">So where am I heading? (making it half more pretentious to what it already was) I'm going to the University of Stirling in Scotland for media management. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">yay</span>! but '<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Mera</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Bharat</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Mahaan</span>' <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">coz</span> I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">dont</span> intend to settle abroad or something. I know half the people keep saying '<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">sab</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">aise</span> hi <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">bolte</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">hai</span>' but me, strictly back after education and if i get to work for 1 year, great, but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">thats</span> it! I love Home.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">I leave this 13<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">th</span> and I have started collecting things as well for packing, packing is so sad and gloomy. But I'm looking forward to going there as well. I'll finally get to go to London too, the dream destination of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Neha</span> (my sis). </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">Anyway, I hope all goes well and make all proud.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">later</span>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37340755.post-25592502244269564472008-08-24T04:16:00.000-07:002008-08-24T22:46:54.233-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><p><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999900;">Its Countdown time now.</span></strong></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;">Ah well, sad days are gonna come, but before that happy days are gonna come too as <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">I'm</span> gonna go crazy with shopping. I have started collecting things and have started dreaming about packing. Airports are sad. Planes are sadder. Turbulence is saddest. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">I'm</span> phobic of two places. Hospitals and Airplanes. Just crap to me. you can take me to any <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">goddamn</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">roller coaster</span> I wont get scared, I can bungee jump too. but Airplanes NO! hate them. Hospitals I can still take but they give me so much <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">gobar</span>-<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">panti</span>. Sad stuff <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">everywhere</span>, the smell, the patients, the doctors the medicines. bad bad bad! I end up having a head ache. People go to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">hospitals</span> to get better. I'll come out sicker!</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;">I wanna die before anyone else too. Cant understand God's <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">funda</span> of life and death. And see, I just went a sentence back and changed 'God's' 'G' into caps. I'm impressing him! So he can help me bear a flight.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;">Spent some time at my sisters place, had so much fun, did things we have never done alone together. Though I know at the end of my stay I just pissed them off. Feeling so damn sorry. I'll try to be a better person with some missions strong in my head from now on. We saw the pursuit of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">happyness</span>- amazing movie, Will Smith is just unbelievable. Loved it!</span></p><p align="center"><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;">"You can only pursue happiness, you can never have it"</span></em></p><p align="center"><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;"></span></em></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666600;">I have to do so much paperwork now, guess I'll leave. My <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">internet</span> is also <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">exceeding</span> its damn usage so I better take care of it and stop using it fr the month. Its so stupid using limited <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">internet</span> after been used to the unlimited one. its just <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">temporary</span>. I'm also gonna learn to cook some quickies. I'll miss home food. </span></p>Priyankahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12365924978834332961noreply@blogger.com7