The computer is infernal again!- (sorry hp)- and its a rotten piece of shit!!

It just deleted my whole post all by itself.

Well I was just wondering how lame has the whole crappy computer business gone- stuck up with 'wassup' and 'ciao' and all that stuff we have online.
So wat else? doesnt it seem that at one point of time we all will be looking for a better presentable answer to this profound question apart from 'nuthin much!!'

I mean c'mon life is better than 'nuthin much'!!
Everybody's life is glued up in msn n g-chats and everybody is wondering "whats up???"

What is new in the online life?- another account in facebook and what do i get??- insane amount of mails and messages telling me what others are doing in their life!!! okay yes i was exactly waiting for this to happen in my life!-uh wait- i forgot to say -Yay!!

..but blogging is different *stupid grin on my face*!!

Anyways moving on... right now my social life is also almost on an apocalypse..i go to college come back..again i go to college come back- though thts just temporary but whatever!!

I was never really a person that I am today- I am much more better- earlier, n thats like a few years ago, I used to be this very obnoxious, kiddish girl with loads of gibberish in head and I always tried to keep it within me as I didn't much know more than that. But it always came out when there were shit loads of brainy and witty people around- So Miss priyanka never really had a reputation-basically what was reputation???
then I learnt gossiping and bitching and back biting (well in a genuine way) and my life was ALLL better!!!!- I am suddenly a heroine (exaggerated word but whatever makes me happy...its my blog *pfrrt*)

Move on and chill!!! Life has indeed become this -atleast for me it is!!

Soon it'll be 50!!!

Now I never knew i'd be so into blogging...From a worn out diary to a sophisticated blog- alls been amazing- the pens tht didnt work but i still kept on writing and now the screwy cable net but i still keep on refreshing- alls been loved

Anyways, now how bout a better first day for your last year in college...
first of all i begin college too late only to expect back to back classes and a chatttttterrbox new teacher- she had to explain everything...

Me- Maa'm all other colleges get the optional paper choice, I want you to pressurize
the HOD a li'l bit so she can change her mind

She- i can talk to her but i can't pressurize, i would rather emphasise on her- u see theres
a difference

Me- *Oh I'm sorry i was just speaking English, I dunno how to speak *&%$^???*

then she does it again

Shradha- Maam the room in this block is a lil skimpy can u change the room to the other
block

She- You see the thing is that we have around 25 students, half of them dun show up usually
but if they do for instance say tomorrow we might need a bigger room so what I can do
is that find a room in the other block and switch.

Shradha- uh-ye-okkaayy *din't i say the same thing and save energy at the same time*

What solid entertainment!!

*yawn*...
Cya

The Candid Talk!!

I don't even know why did I even have the damn time to think that my college would be interesting after the long summer break- this is whats called height of boredom

Mission Cha-bar

It actually began with a hunt to find this place in the statesman building...I know advertising can be expensive but boss atleast tell you are watchman that there actually exists a place with that name!

And I couldn’t get any cheaper by asking for a lift from "STAR" and then describing his car as AC waali Lambi Gaadi...We r Indians, we're cheap! I mean what's new??!!

And so began the worthless talk-err-debate on what is the condition of our country, I mean come on… I haven’t seen myself talking some sense in like years- the last time I spoke sense was probably when I was in school and that too on stage about some terrorism discussion. Or Maybe when there was a total freakkkkked out hype for that social association AIESEC
So why do I call it worthless?
Because no one cares a shit about our opinions!

I mean what is the govt. giving us man?
A bunch of quotas for those minorities, which makes us into deeper shit because we see them join Jamia’s and Stephen’s and we just WATCH crows and birds fly outside the campus!!! is this what the majority of the population is getting??

What happened to all those who protested? a month long coverage on news channels????- FINISHED???? Waste of 100's of litres of water to push them back??

We don't need a PM like Manmohan 'Sonia' Singh

Not even a CM as Sheila Dikshit
does it matter to who is the PM or the CM...its always gonna be the same.

I don't say the American or Uk govt. is not corrupt but the people are happy- they get what they want, atleast to the limit.

Ok so we can boast about the metro, and all those Jazzy octopus Flyovers- but do we exactly have anything to THANK the govt. for???

Things I don't get bored doing...

Was watching an old season of friends today..
Had fun with me!
I just realised that there are a hell lotta things that i can't get over with...
doing them since like ages- still brings back the same old smile, the same old happiness back on on my face and i just love doing them without the intention of it!

You know..things like...

Laughing on the old Chandler-Joey jokes
or be it any episode of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Eating Maggi
Watching Jo Jeeta wohi Sikandar or Andaz Apna Apna
Calling Anuradha and giving Missed Calls to Aditi
Talkin to Nishant on MSN
Hearing Neha call me "Pompie"! -It's just too fit to be stupid but i Love it!
Listening to Chandni Raatein at night....
Talking in Baby Voices!
Splashing water on Mom (she loves it- I looooovee it)
Finding Dads Chappals when they go deep under the bed. (hee hee)
Blogging!!!
Calling Mom "heroine" and "chhori"!
Calling Dad "uncle"!!
Mawaali Dancing on "Beedi"!!
Laughing on the stupidest Joke possible!
Singing "Allah ke Bande" in a Bhikari Voice!
Calling Popcorn as "Cokkom" and Chutney as "Chuntie"..
Commenting on "Baayees number waaley"....my sis will figure this out (hey Neha..isnt it fun???)
Abusing cutely...."Ullu Patta" and "fook you"

Oh Gawd- I'm laughing so hard now
Are you??- ha!! as if i care! *Fook you*

kheeeeee!! <---- I love saying this too!!

Resurrection...

A lot has changed when i last sat down and "wrote".

Been busy. Been thoughful. Been angry. Been upset. Been joyed. Been OVER-joyed. Been subversive. Been Cranky (n believe me been this the most). Been crazy (as always). Been sensible. Been Talkative (what-ative??), Been Religous. Been hateful. Been Intimidated. Been Nervous. Been Abusive. Been Transgressive. Been Smitten. Been Excruciating. (hey i know a lotta adjectives!!! so lemme add.....) Been Reading Newspapers!!!
Been Me!!!!!

I have realised how things mess up that easily but when you Believe.. they are okay the next minute.

I have entered a space where I am supposed to feel good and feel insecure the same time. Last year of my college (which has already been fucked...umm not so much in the past 2 years), and the last chance i get to see me settled somwhere. To decide that SOMEWHERE is SOMETHING.

The PR i work in these days is keeping me busy. Away from HBO and STAR MOVIES which was getting on my nerves. Also keeping me away from a good night sleep- which again is getting on my nerves.
Days go by like a superfast train witout stoppages. Fixing my room, Making tea for Mom, Dancing on Himesh Reshammiya numbers (try this out its the best stress buster, better than alcohol, you'll end up laughing so hard!), Watching NatGeo with Dad- all's being missed these days-Honestly!
Never mind- it's temporary!

Radio one has vanished into thin air like a magical pixie horse!!

Life's too busy to die!!!
But Life's just shitting around with everbody- I'm telling you!!...It'll end!!

So am I back with a Bang????
(haha as if the population of india waits fr my blog than Ekta Kapoor's unimaginable mess)

Goodie byebye

Just another blog!


My phone has got some stupid problems- the handsfree don't connect, the charger has to be hit twice so it starts working!!! I love my phone though- Don't want to get it damaged anyhow!


Anyways I have started reading "To Kill a Mockingbird"-by Harper Lee. The beginning was head twisting but now that i'v read it a li'l bit its turning out to be a book i wanna "Finish"...

I never read novels in my life- whenever i started to read any either I would yawn 3 or 4 times and shut it or keep on reading till I realised I didn't know what was I doing!!

But the first books I DID finish was Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone followed by the Chamber of Secrets, then came Azkaban and my interest died- the era of unfinished books began again!!!

So I never really "LOVED" Potter series though i did manage to read the first two then it was all stupid- sorry to any Rowling fan out there!


Now that I've ended up being a literature student, quite contrary to what i portrayed myself in the aforesaid para's, so reading is now a part of my life, and i have indeed enjoyed some novels in my course! I want to read "A Thousand Splendid Suns" by Khaled Hosseini now after i get done with mockingbird!
I even wanna read "Going to school in India" by Lisa Heydlauff- i have never seen a beautiful book than this, its been lying with me since 4 years and i haven't read it- stupid me!
Anyways I have officially become a film club member in the india habitat centre- just to explore what doc's and movies can enlight one with!
moreover i get to go to eatopia more often- i loved the tandoori chicken sandwich i had today!!!!!!! *sluuuurrrpppp*

Radio one is dead for a while (as in with me, not technically). They say I'll get a recording but forget it for days!!! *sigh*

chalo bye!

What happens if Usher and a "lungi" mix

Mindless blogging with provocative shit

Throughout life I haven’t really figured out a day when I’m really making sense. I might not be doing that RIGHT NOW, But sometimes Bullshit makes sense too.
What does the world need? A good amount of attitude, a good deal of false happiness and pride that makes THEM think they own the world or maybe just a li’l useless time to make them do all that’s nothing but worthless.
What is it with making a public blog and showing the world that you got talent- My FOOT! A li’l words here, a li’l words there- twist the language-use intricate words- basically don’t make sense and VOILA!!!- You are a wonderful writer. Oh –No WAIT- I wrote a poem that doesn’t make sense actually BUT it’s good!!!- what shame you’re not famous!!!! *two minute silence*
Literature (my subject) is something worthwhile- I know it’s the most boring thing to do but I like it and I respect what Shakespeare or Donne or other people have been doing. During Exams I can’t give the loudest voice for a “SHEEET” and wait for the world to look at me because I did a Nobel-prize winning deed. Oh gawdd she filled like what 10 sheets (extra)- what!!!… did you write in like an extra bold font or you wrote the story of rang de basanti in it?
The word sarcasm wasn’t really popular you know and now some people who have just known its meaning for like a day brag about it. Being sarcastic is Not a boon you losers- it isn’t actually “social”.

That’s what Biggies do as well- what’s different is that they just speak shit, as if it is all overconfident self-righteous wisdom. The attentive listeners keep making their eyes as tiny as a chink just to make the speaker more confident of his screech-uh sorry-SPEECH. Ahem. Ya I know you have placed your name somewhere in the realm of fame (as you call it) but you are no celebrity dude!

You know- when people actually refer to their friend-celebrity as “down to earth”, I can bet that they are the most high flown tempered people.

Ah it was yet another day when I don’t know if I made sense.

Why doesn't this silly template have a title option!!!

I was wet in the rain yesterday after soooooooooooooooooooo long...feltt soo good!
Had almost forgotten how the rain felt.

Was in college yesterday met some people, talked, explored....then went to barista (alone) i chaatofied the whole "indian express"- waited for anchal. then went to village cafe- nice time, good music!

The weather is sooo AAASUM- Makes me hear all oldies with a cup of coffee in hand....hmmm

Haridwar trip was cool, went for a safari as well- the roads were beautiful, nice way- but coudnt see anything except peacocks and deers in it. But have never been to a forest so it was amazing. The water was so cold there so it took me like an hour to actually put my feet in it. i love the "chhap chhap" stuff..heehee.

My results are gonna be out in like a month- shit scared- fuck hw did my exams go??- damn it!

-Amen

Campus RJ- or whatever!!!

Well that title wasn't actually supposed to be sarcastic but i dunno why i wrote it
Anyways the big thing(?) is that I was on air today fr like a minute- the bigger thing is how i fared in the studio
Gawd!!- I have this huge stage fright, i fumble i go mum n what not!!- been embaressed in school a lotta times, though this was a lot different than a stage- it was much more intimidating
See for yourself- a huge mic, a hugeee equipment, and the AC was freezing me to death- I was so nervous (M not like that) - made a joke outta me i think but still couldnt help it- m not a pro u kno. And who listens to radio one after all!!! (thats so cheap of me..hehe)
Anywaysss...
It wasn't anything big-
yes it was!
no it wasnt!!
yes it was!
NO it wasnt!!
(Maybe it was.n m goin crazy probably)

I got a li'l pissed too when I entered Radio One office today- when i travel miles i expect acknowledgment n no shit like its over!!!!! (hate it-was red with anger, i went to college splly to hav sumthin to sayy on air n i cant accept shittttt-NO WAY)

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (major mood swings by the way!!)
I got over my lost wallet....know how?????
An angel in disguise calls me up and tells me he found it n i can collect it frm him!!! (woo hoo yipeeee)
luckkkkkkkyyy day...luckyyy me!!
PHEW!!!

IN A ZAPPP!!

dont hv time to elaborate shit so m gonna jus rush in...i wanted to write so badly...

I lost my wallet today-FUCK FUCK!!! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk
lost almost a grand mannn......booooo hoooo
goin to haridwar tomorrow so hopin fr gud..
blaaaaaaaaah
byeee
*sniff sniff*
miss you

Missssed!!

Fuck Hell--> my immediate reaction when I came to know I missed my first recording...
I had a smile on my face but I was pissed off as well, mixed emotions you know.

Anyways I will get a call soon- as the Rj said....so its cool!!

Mom and Tennis...
It's Roland Garros time!! I love watching Tennis, a few years back I didn't even know the T of Tennis...all I knew was that there was something called a deuce...no miniature clue to why was it there in the game but it existed.
Now I know Everything from T to the S of it, so I love the game. It's Fun!!
Y'kno whats more fun...watching it with mom, she loves the game too but she has her interests in the cute blue and pink frocks of Sharapova and Vaidisova.
Yesterday during Hewitt's and Nieminen's match she saw Nieminen n said "aye haye chua sa lag raha hai!!!!" and then saw Hewitt n said "isko to chaar din se khaana nahi mila!!!" loll
She likes Federer!!--me too!!

The Sane Nonsense...
Anyways I'm gonna be Back to college tomo again being the reporter comma radio one campus Rj...I hope its a better weather man, the sun is sooo happily shining these days!!!

I made a nice friend frm the lot of campus Rj's...hoping she isn't like "others"...but there was one thing common among us- we both want to be independent from the shadows of those who call us our friends but aren't actually!
And you know what, Just be what you are, be the one you are proud of being, be independent, be confident of being alone, because one day you'll be stranded-you'll have nowhere to go and that'll be the day You will be Your best friend- It might have happened in your life, It might still happen in your life- Learn to be alone, become good, no, great friends with yourself.

Profundity- I have lived almost 20 yrs of my life- had amazing friends, good friends, nice friends and even ones who i can say i was in a diplomatic friendship with, but I am still not confident enough to call anyone my ultimate BEST friend- I am not exactly complaining- I love my Life, and I live it happily. I Don't abide by the maxim of a best friend, I think that one has him/her eventually!!

ah well- it really is easy to speak shit isn't it!!!

~*~added 16 minutes later~*~
Coincidence: On Orkut
Today's fortune:
He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals

No you don't mean nothing at all to me!!!

*You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall*

-Say it right...Nelly Furtado

Loving this dese days, amazing beats!

Anyways the radio thingy is going okay these days, liked the studio - met lotsa ppl from lotsa colleges - some ver cool enough to have a chat with, some not so much!
going to college is fun and lame at once- fun coz its gud to get insider news n stuff n report n shit but lame cuz college mein "na banda na bande ki jaat"... Shaheeeeed bhagat singh
But still i'm liking it- N i dun care a shit that its in hindi!!! gimme a goddam break yaar!

know whats wierd- radio one keeps tuned in at home now (hv no clue why)-umm not tht its a bad station but never heard it so devotionally ever before (no hard feelings by the way)... The Rj was cool enough, what was the most elevating thing was I'd get to go to parties (you know free fun, free food, free dancing--- what the fuck FREE BOOZE MAN!!!-aherrmm m a gud gurl okay *fluttering eyes*) but will have to wait n see whether that was a saying or they really meant it.

I noticed one thing, does it reallly matter what college you are from- does it???
Does a Hindu Or a Stephen give you your Guts or does it give you a brand? Or does it remain oblivious to the fact that you spent 3 yrs in it n no one even cares.
I hate when people note the minute things in life and forget who they really are, who cares if you wear goddam cheapest of clothes but have a smart million dollar mind- i say no intelligence, when i say smart i mean smart, i mean dont-ya-mess-with-ME mind

Anyways here i hear furtado again 5th time in a row (that's the problem with me I hear a good song so much in one day that then it starts piercing my ears n i don't play it for long.)
.....
uh sorry its the 6th!

F.i.n.a.l.l.y.---

no complaints
no cribbing
and no more "nothing-to-do-blogs"

From finding and searching and questing for a summer job, i finally got one without an effort- imagine the irony!
i remember i once wrote i wish i was an RJ

GUESS WHAT!!!
I AM!!!!!!

....well almost..i just joined radio one 94.3 fm for the summer
I am going to be a campus RJ- now how cool is that!!!
It will take a lotta sweaty shit coz its a soaring sun out there n i'll have to interview the gonna-be-college-ppl, hoppin here n there, reportin n even being on air! (excited and nervous!)
but its gonna be worth it i guess!
(By the way Nidhi- if ur reading- thanks loads!!)

So m gonna attend a meeting tomorrow in CP...whoopies
gearing up fr it!!
so wht shud i wear tomo!!! (hehehe)

YOU KNOW YOU DON'T HAVE A LOT TO DO FOR THE TIME BEING WHEN:

1. You watch any cheezy movie on the tv, I watched mohra yesterday *eyes wide open now*.
2. You open your mailbox every 2 minutes waiting for a miracle that'll tell you how to keep yourself busy!
3. You have no one online in your messenger, and you add yourself to make it look better.*oh Gawd*
4. You sleep half the day out and still feel lazy when you have some work, accidentally!!
5. Your cell phone is dead, the only time it rings is when Hutch Uncle sends you a "win-a-scorpio" message- or when the Aunty calls you with a biggest HI.
6. You have memorized the schedule of all the TV channels.
7. You don't have anything better than write this on your blog.
8. You keep on writing bullshit to stretch it to atleast a TEN.
9. You Send your resume's to people for a summer job you know will never respond. (That exactly isn't lame but then...whatever)
10. You have a faded smile on your lips considering you have reached TEN.

*Doesn't get any better-i am listening to an Anu Malik Song*

No titles plz!

Remember the last time you felt the need to cry....
Try to rememba the reason to why you did and just have some analysis of it n figure out if it was really worth your tears!!

To why I am saying this is because I cried last night...reason?? well its too complicated...its nuthin related to me as in physically but mentally--hell yess!!!
And it won't really be worth mentioning and, well, not even appreciated on a public blog but just so that my frustration is thrown on my black keyboard I'm doing this.
All i can say is that sometimes handling an unnecessarily loaded pressure is just out of my head. I flip out- I behave like a psycho!
I guess most of us do.

Why can't you live life coolly, like as if theres no freakin thing that can make you ever think that it's not worth living. There are times when you need to be serious but .....cutttttttt it!!!

M not talkin bout it. Still I can't help but be a part of the whole testimony. (It affects my life a hell lot- can't explain....DAMN)

*---------------------------------------------------------*

Nice song playing - music is just beautiful, makes u enter another world (thats not the name of the song by the way)
Just watched coyote ugly (*guessin* 15th time)- i Luv this light hearted flick and the guy in it is hmmmm *smitten*...
All my frenz have bizarre news fr me.
Anuradha's Dad is gettin a prestigious award n dey r goin fr a holiday to Europe n US
Shradha's sis jus got engaged (happy happy)
Poor Upasana jus got a neck surgery done (man i was shocked to hear but now she's okay)- Take care shorty!!

I will finally visit Aditi at her place- man we've been so unfair. She lives in charmwood and me and Anuradha always yawned at the thought of visiting her so far off, but guess its too much now and on friday we both'll visit her.
The three of us had been always close in school but there were serious interruptions in our school life by sum paranoid ppl. Now we three realise hw cud we be their frenz! haha m bein too selfish- love it!. And all of a sudden after 10th grade we all ver in different schools but still hv been in touch and been the same frenz- telling u guys its hard to maintain friendship splly after you all hav diff ways to go ahead in life.

Anyways seems I've tortured my keyboard a lot now
adios!

THE WORLD IS WAITING...

Some may be atheists Some might still believe. Some may remain silent but still wait for a reply to their Unspoken Voices.

While we cling on the fact that what must be born must die, we manage to race up our lives and live the fullest. The fate of Everyman is indisputably the same and expected, we still want that one miracle to HAPPEN. We still want our prayers to be answered. We still want that SOMEONE to listen to us. We hear no answer but still wait because we assume that there exists that someone who made us. We know he'll forgive us if we are guilty, make us happy when we are sad and fill our hands when they are empty.

More than half of this world is waiting for that something to happen. Something that can make a change, something that makes them feel more comfortable in the uneasiness of their world, something that is meaningful, and something that churns out the fire in them.

Every change is accepted as a miracle if it comes when anticipated the most. Most of them wait for that miracle.

They wait...just wait...

Some wait for hope

Some wait for a reason to smile

Some wait for the clouds

And some for the rain to stop

Some wait for a prayer to be answered

Some wait for their voices to be heard

Some wait for the forever gone

And some for a family to return

Some wait for a wound to heal

Some wait for Love

Some wait for an answer

And some for proper education

The wait might never get over, they will go on waiting. Innumerable prayers, with just one question.

When do we find peace?

(One might not speak but his voice might still be heard)

-Compiled and written by

Priyanka Tandon

High flown fashion statement(s)?????

Now how many times do you see this foppish girl walking on the busy roads of New Delhi...I'm talking of those who believe in flaunting out everything they have!! (whatever)
You call them girls?
Ok so you wear a good deal of attitude on your face which is usually hidden by oversized glares loudly screaming CHANEL? (usually makes you look blind but you still think its the newest wrinkle) - looks good only on some ppl not everyone!!
And then when you don't find a good parking or rather when you don't know how to park a car you scream at the bechara parking waala bhaiya...!!!, and then you threaten him to take away his job as if you own the whole parking lot...
well i have a solution for you..stop or rather give up driving (these honda accords aren't made for you) and don't bother the one's stuck in a jam cuz of you!!!!

have you ever seen a typical punctured-brain girl drive a car...girls driving is defamed just cuz of such women!
i swear to god she was on fone with one hand and eating corn from the other....me n ma sis honkedd at her badly and still she had the damn guts to use the word *fuck off*...
Now if there would hav been some short tempered guy instead of us there..you wud have been fucked already!!!!

Then there are such women who know veryy clearly that they are wearing a short top, she bends down showing her back and then she turns around and stares the guy sitting behind her....Now what did he do???
If you don't wanna be looked at then stop wearing such clothes, but if you don't bother then DON'T BOTHER!!!
A typical barbie doll girl- oh gawd...coming dressed to college in party clothes..oh i forgot we are in "shaheed bhagat singh college" we have a party everydayyyy!! woo hoo!! ( what the hell??)
I wonder what they wear when they actually have to party??
you're giving an exam and you want to brush your hair-okay- but after every damn minute??? and where we urge to find a minute extra to complete answers you still got time to check out what shoes is the other girl wearing!!?

Yeah I was in the exam hall too but this caught my attention while I was trying to rememba a dialogue frm a shakespeare play!!

You know I hate when school kids come clubbing and still behave like school kids- It's some kinda thrill they have when they come clubbing- ofcourse they are so excited....when i went to mumbai and went clubbing there the place was filled with school children!!! and those typical girls who don't even know whats a dress code wear stupid chappals with their worn out feet---ewww!! and still think they own the world.. but whatever Bache hain!!! (extreme cases)

Anyways I know taking out time to write rubbish fr rubbish ppl is too much an ordeal but i jus wanted to write about their good-for-nothing "high flown statements"!!!
You call them girls?? I call them diseased maniacs!!!

One doesn't have to be sexy legged all the time wearing loud brands, carrying Big bags which just have a wallet inside and they still carry their newly bought n-series cellphone in their hand!
You have to be such a "girl" at times...its imperative too but it always has a purpose or some occasion, or sometimes when one feels like dressing up like that.
I love dressing up myself...every girl does, but just hate the i-wanna-be-a-pg 3-woman attitude!

Anyways, the world will go on!
Just be yourself ladies...you'll feel beautiful!!
I know i am no one to tell you this but again i say... be yourself!!

PHOTOGRAPHY

Sometimes, just randomly, photographs elate you, some make you think and some just fascinate. Recently I have got a little attracted on photography which makes me explore them more.

It is just a wonderful world, unstoppable of getting beautiful everyday. (wow, I'm good!!)


A good snapshot stops a moment from running away.
~Eudora Welty

(some pieces of notice from my eyes)
Northern Lights

The Silent Dance

Language of Love

I love this one!

All these Photographs elated me, fascinated me and made me think at the same time!

A pinch of fun with lots of love around!!!

Weekend rocked, wud have rocked a li'l more if the DJ wud hv been a li'l crazier in mixin the songs. But nevermind!

It all began with a sexxxxyyyy haircut, with a 5 star customer service....felt guuuhd!!!..Im loving myself now....the mirror loves me too, it shows me beautiful.
ok enough!
But i felt guuuuud!!

And then Dublinnn whoopie. whoopie. came bak around 4 in d morn.

Watched Blood diamond on dvd next day. Awesome flick.

Sumwhere in between i ate a chocolate truffle cake too! yummmm

The fun had its own way in making me happy but what was more important was the love around.
When I was bout to sleep yesterday I had a tear in my eye. I know how hard things become at times. But i was really overwhelmed and happy with the people around me and I just realised if i cud ever be half gud of what neha and gaurav are to me. I'll try my best!- well emotions emotions!

Not in a very emotional mood rite now so it wud seem as if im desperately tryin to say wat i just did but i seriously mean it...

I love you guys!!

Anybayzz
I danced after soooo longg...n so wholeheartedly!!!

yesterday was fun too...a sunday i always want!....cuzins at home- nice time spent!

Mom's a gud cook!!!!

That reminds me i shud have breakfast....tata!

happy today!!!!

*hugs*

DAmn funnnnyyy

Govindaaaaa alaa re!!!!...hahahaa

Now What??

Just 3 days since examz got over n m bored!!

I just watched a movie i had lyin in my room since ages...gud one! shradha called she's startin wid her Mba classes soon..gud gud, upasana IM'd, she's joining aerobics- why-she's already tiny!! anyways and Me?? ha ha ha!

I am so blah-ed with blogging now... i watch it everyday waiting for some miracle to happen..!!

I have to figure out what am i gonna do these 4 mnths?????

well for now i am lukin frwrd to this weekend ... I wanna chillout!

by the way I could ask gaurav fr NFC tomo???? hmmmm

hey if ur reading r u game for it???

temme temmme???

I'll jus go watch friends- watched a zillion times but.....

cheeyu!!!!

*i'll be there for you...*

I better wake up at 10 tomo, nishant wud go on n on with his *tsk tsk tsk* othawise!!!

woweeee!

Spent some time sketchin a lil while back!!!
delivered good results.....
thinkinn...thinkinnn...

...to get it framed and gift it to gaurav...he's been asking for my piece of talent (ahhheerrmmm) since longg..gud job!!!!..*patting my shoulder*
yea m self obsessed *pbuit*

I sketched an angel...beautifull...not the one on the left waise...something much beautiful... *maasha allah*

"MAIN KYON DIKHAUN???"

*SIGH*

2 blogs in a day...i really must be bummed!
well I love bloggin so doesn't matter.

This Crappy orkut business is taking my life now. It's become so monotonous. And I mean I have this hugeeee msg written in my profile in CAPS and still they don't get it....bloody ch**iya ppl (sorry).
Its so bloody irritating... everytime i log in i have to delete-delete-delete all those cheeezy guys with lame msgs of *i wanna friend you* (yaaa thats what they write).and another mr. chaman with"hey i like ur profile will u be my friend" yeah right!! you think!!??...and it gets better with *Hi PINKI, will you be my friend....* (what the bloooody hell is wrong with you!!!!!)
PINKI?????? saala tatti kahinka. bhow bhow dog...wo bhi black waala.
I think i need a DEVNAGRI script on orkut for all those who can't read english...hey bhagwaan!!

Anyways...
was just watching Lola Kutty on V...she is so funny!!!! the way she goes "ollraaight"...naariyal paani n all that stuff...too innovative!!
hey i just realised i wrote a boring blog this morning! when did i start a conquest for knowledge on American tribes eh?? *making an ugly face*

Tv has gone idiot...shows nuthin...huh!!
weather's idiot too...the sun can't just stop shining only!..huh!
"everyone idiot"
BYE (*slammmm!!!*)

Estoy libre!
I'm free!

So nothing else matters?

well i don't know. Im too clumsy to write right now but i just saw that my silly upar pankha chalta hai blog is so irritating so just wanted to make another blog...I dont really delete what I write.
Stupid principles!
been spendin a lotta worthless time on beautifyin my blog- I love the punkymoods...so qweeet...hehe!

Just came across something really interesting but weird.

The Navajo (A Tribe in America) believe that there are two types of rain, one is a female rain. The female rain is very quiet, calm, gentle, and soothing. When dark clouds begin to form lightning, it becomes the male rain. Male rain can be rough, and it is not as pleasant as the female rain.

This is a male rain

hmm ...so talking of males and females-

I just read the so called greatest epic "Paradise Lost" -story of Adam and Eve ( part of my shitty syllabus).The author seems to have had some pleasure in defaming women. bah whatever. Men always boast out their good for nothing EGO. They just have an intrinsic tendency to do that.
but still it was interesting...Just caught hold of a para from it. Spoken by the first MAN...Adam-

"Thus it shall befall
Him who to worth in women overtrusting
Lets her will rule; restraint she will not brook,
And left to herself, if evil thence ensue,
she first his weak indulgence will accuse."

It means that the fate of every man will be ruined who trusts the work of a woman and allows her to have free will...

Kickass!

Funny

hey have you heard the stupid poem:

Upar pankha chalta hai (duh)
Neeche baby sota hai
sote sote bhookh lagi
khaale beta moongfali (havent u heard of MILK)
moongfali mein dana nahi....
blahblah....etc etc

This a damn funny poem!
Now who the hell feeds a hungry baby a PEANUT??? and guess what its EMPTY!!!

I killed a fly yesterday. Not just killed but brutally assaulted it. Was just ready for sleep and it kept whizzing here and there. Stupid fly!
I can't sleep when something is buzzin here n dere.I had to smash my chappal on it and bingo!
catching a fly is not easy you know!
but after that why did i feel bad???
hmm wonder if i was a fly in my past life???

ok I have got better things to do than dissect nursery rhymes and murder insects!

hey do you know You need a life
-and do YOU know you are speaking a lot these days
&%^*@!!

Gripped

greetings to my fans out there!! *muah muah*
well of course I have fans!
who ever is reading this is my fan!!!...*tadaaaa*
huh-shhhh...wha-shhhhhhhhhhh....but wh- i said shhhuuu!
no arguments...ur my fan now!!!

hee hee

Now where was I.
ahmm so what am i doing??
I am writing..and typing.. and *cough* looking good *cough* and I just realised how corny i sound!

exams are just umm
one...two..three..four..five..
five plus ten...
fifteen days away
and i am still stuck with the stupid Achilles uncle and Helen aunty!

aaa never mind them!
hey my hair grew till my waist u know..well almost..whoopsie!
Shakira performed in mumbai yesterday...uwwwaaaii
whats wrong with coming to delhi huh?
stupid bastards

And i have finally agreed that eminem rocks...took me bloody 3 yrs..i hated him..den i hated him, a lil less, then i started liking him, now i love him!..only his rap i hate his face still!

I've heard Johnny Depp is gonna act with AB in Mira Nair's next flick...yummy!..waiting waiting!

well i'll scram...If You kindly have the courtesy to see the calendar please note its 26th today!
ohh yeah
bye all you ardent fans *muah muah*
no autographs please!
(kheeeeee feels gud..)

Blah!
( no u’ve used this title)
ok Shit-
(used that one too)
ok how bout Crap
(umm doesn’t shit and crap mean the same thing)
umm CONFUSION-yay!! Got one
now plz don’t be philosophical on this piece of garbage-
ok what will u take to shut up
hmmph
sorry that’s a lil voice at the back of my head-No not my conscience. I don’t talk to my conscience. She’s paranoid!


My Ms-word is screwed up and theres a stupiiid Punjabi song playing on the radio!
I used to love u 95 FM!
fuck don’t play the red lipstick female…aaaa wats her name again yeahh Gwen Stefani…now when will she get over the red lipstick.
Anyways none of my fucking business.
Im bummed
Im actually so bummed that im going through anything on the internet..i just clicked an ad that said download free wallpapers..*raising eyebrows at my stupid self*
Yea I know I should unlock my books…waaaadda hell…
Now nobody in this world knows my datesheet!!! Pfrrrrttt

I just saw the pic we all frnz clicked in college…its soo yukk im half in shame half in laughter bursts..hw can we all look so B-E-A youtiful!!!

I just read neha’s blog…didn’t get a part of it!
Ok the whole part of it!

Woo hoo bryan adams on 95- love you again!!!!
I wish I was a radio jockey!

Someone asked me this question:
Which is the darkest part in your soul?
Will answer when I have one with me!

Ok lets do something!
Ummm
What something?
Anything?
Exactly what thing?
Shut up!!!

Yeah I am going don’t smash ur chappals on me!!
oooooo halke halke rang on the radio frm honeymoon travels.....luuuuuuuubbb uuu!!!

halke halkeeee rang chhalke
jaane ab kya hone ko hai
halke halkeeeeeeee..ok m out!!

A lotta SHIT!

These days my weekend nights or maybe ANY-day night is spent on my bed studying! in midst of all those 'thou' n 'thou arts' i feel like having a pizza or a cup of coffee and so i get up outta ma bed and crawl through the lobby into the kitchen and i always end up banging onto sumthin and i wake everybody up. whyyy!!!??

That day it was a sweet breeze blowing through my room curtains and I stood at the door with rain sprinkling through it and i came back with a wet shirt. Beautiful! the weather is so awesome these days. Home doesnt feel the place to be...u have to be at a nearby coffee shop with a mug of coffee in ur hand or maybe a hot bowl of maggi!! hmmm

You know the time when you have to study a lot..you start loving ur idiot box-you'll watch anything right from those cheezy govinda movies to a scooby doo cartoon ( i luv scooby doo by the way). and that'll actually be a time when star movies will show the worlds wonderful-est movies everyday. and the day ur done with ur examz the idiot box will be AN IDIOT AFTERALL!

I was ever so ready to finallllly start with my twice-attempted-to-begin Play and i saw that the next flick on star movies is Coyote Ugly...i lovvve this flick!!!! and the guy in it..i love him more!

so basically a lotta shit is happenin around...except studying...hehe!

Be good!
'Pink is my Favorite Crayon' - Aerosmith

Want to be a hunter again

Want to see the world alone again

To take a chance on life again

So let me go......

-DIDO (Hunter)

Just Love her for the music she creates. I think she's got a major talent. Love almost alll her songs.

So.....

Managing to race up with my novels since a week now. Othello brought back memories of me watching Omkara, Iago reminded me so much of Saif (langda Tyagi) everytime i read his part, Iliad gives me nervous breakdowns..lol, As you like it is blah!...n lots more phewwwwww! oh sorry to offend you mr shakespeare..but i got one or maybe two questions for you..did you understand what you wrote? or did u die trying to do that???

I went through the FMS (for the braindead its Faculty of Management Studies) website a few days ago,
ok...umm...ok....so u get to do a written test, if cleared, an extempore n group discussion, if cleared, an interview, if cleared, ADMISSION...now thats a nervous breakdown too..
so YOUU expect me to clear a test i know nothing about, then comes the fright and more fright. ya ya AUKAT nahi hai..malum hai!!!...but i cant just keep chucking out things like that...with that all i'd be left to do wud be writing blogs about my failure, n then id print out a novel by me which will be a failure again and in an upgraded edition of my novel i'll add it as another failure experience and ....o gawd i can picture my journey..

hey about the fright i was talking about- im reallly scared of group discussions n debates- otherwise i'll keeep blabbbing n sumtimes i blab sense too but on stage or in the aforesaid place i'd be a BUM...
i rememba me having the forced overconfident attitude when i had a debate in school-*stayin alive aa aa aa aa stayin alive* but yea i was dead as i stepped onto the stage. so guys if you want tips i'll give you a book to read-BY ME that is:
HOW TO REDUCE A 4 PAGED DEBATE INTO 2
oh and a group discussion i took part in.. well it was a group discussion so the group was discussing! how wud it matter if i be the listener in the group or maybe cheer em up..*SPEAK GROUP SPEAK*!!!!
so what about an interview.....aaaaaaa.......who r we talkin bout????

I almost slept in class today with all the *chee pee chee pee*..thats my teacher speaking by the way...
n i got to know that the Bible assignment i did was not required...ok now i wasted a million dollar Bhagat singh sheet for it n now you tell me that its not required.

back to study!

BLAH-la-BLAH...HURRAY EVERYBAADIE!!!

im 80% cool, 80% trustable, 70% sexyyy......haaaaaah...TAUHEEEN!!!!
anyways...m stilll CHEKKKCHI!! boo-you!

i saw finding nemo twice yesterday...i luv the blue fishie DORY in it!!!...i luv animations..madagascar tops the charts!!!..king julian n marge!..its chooo chweet!

college is a lil hectic with finishing up the course...i reallllly have to study...i mean seriousllyyy!!...i need to realise im gonna hav exams in like a month...wake up u!!
its crazy when i think whats my future, i have to work n earn dude! its like a jigsaw puzzle with like a dozen pieces missing. i really wanna get bak to the stupid question of what am i gonna be when i grow up? i used to say i will be steffi graff..hehe i was 5 bak then.but on a serious note ...really!!! can i..please!
i promise i'll play gud and win those silver plates!
i really was fascinated with tennis since i was a kiddo..i wonder why dint i give it a try...not like i hate studying..i really want to...but wat??...hmmmph...

heyyyy its world cup sooon...GO INDIA GO!!!!!!...its so much fun watching india play.. with me n dad cheering up!!..dads a great critic though..!....yuppie yuppie!

lunch time yay!!..
whoosh!

Nothing Girl

by Christelle Duvenage

Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,
maybe I don't care about the things
that make your worlds twirl,
maybe you look at me and think:
Gee, what a nothing girl.

Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!

The world makes you believe
your personality mustn't be detected,
your face must be picture perfect
and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted.

Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.
God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!

~*~
These days, people don't like you for who you are, but how you look and
how popular you are.
~*~

Chaman day!

Its a Friday..and everybodys off! some shivratri stuff..

well ive not been very creative since morning. ive sleptt a lott, surfed a lot, watched tv a lot...done everything!

college is so dulll these days dont wish like going. jus wanna attend some classes..get done 'enoughly' with attendance and sit at home..aaah! though i do get bored at home but still i have ma own space!

Im one of those persons who loves to be at her own. i like being alone, not typically a loner but sometimes its fun! and basically have been used to being alone since my parents are both working and my sister's married.

but sometimes i reallly need to just GET OUT anywhere and since i dont have good frenz who live around i keep frowning at home! why do i have losers all around ma place!

the closest a good friend lives is also 2 kms away!!!...i cant jus go n knock at her place everyday

so today im in searchh...heloooe!!...

hmm

im hungry...

can someone get me french fries n mayo and a juicy crunchy mcveggie..or maybe shawarma rolls!!!!

I AM SO FED UP!

im fed up of confronting myself everyday
im fed up of this weather!
fed up of the rains!
fed up of my hair!
fed up of my stupiiid self
fed up of dressing up- why do people look gud when they dress up???
im fed up of managing myself to look good.why the hell do i even bother!
im fed up of having the 'oh so boring!' routine- home to college-college to home-home to college-college to home! uffff
im fed upppp- just fed up!!!!!

Aisa kyun hota hai??

Why can't i be a child again?

Hair-clips, lollypops, polka-dotted frocks, winnie the pooh wrist-watches, funny green, yellow and red shoes - why are they history now? why cant i be the same ME?

The funny stewwwpid girl I used to be; I mean I'm still stupid but not the same one. I wanna have the same smile on my face when i buy a buck worth chewing gum, I wanna play those street sports i used to, i wanna fight with boyyyzzz because they are supposed to be LOSERS!, I wanna ride my old bicycle, I want Mom to make my ponytails when i go to play, I want dad to pick me up from school, I want to sneak outta ma home at night n play hide and seek when theres a powercut. I just want that 'you're just a child flashback'-when you are a chilled out freak! what a nice definiton..YEAH I wanna be THAT!!

I dont wanna spend hours in front of my cupboard figuring out what to wear today, i dont wanna recomb my hair because a strand came outta the rubber-band. I know I can still manage that but.....perfection!! blah is the word! been used to this silly man-made thing. I know I know God is perfect but it had no meaning untill man invented the word PERFECTO!

Idiots!

I miss being a kid...i was a terrific one.

boo-hoo

some things never change!

tere bina beswaadi beswaadi ratiyaan, oh sajna -
rookhi re oh rookhi re, kaatore kaate katena.......
.......oh hum dum bin tere kya jeena.....





...*...


Luv that song from guru
luved the flick also

feeling veryy happy today..no clue why
but its a bright windy day and made me cheerful, had ma fav breakfast today too a cheese baked bread!!!! yummmmmm! with coffee..gee im a gud cook! :)
sometimes smallest of things gimme huge happiness..sumtimes hugest of things just gimme small sadness!.. i can even become happy when i see a bird fly!...so u see its just anything!
some people are getting irritated by ma major mood swings nowadays
...GIRLS!!!!! they never learn...every girl says that m not like other girls but its just the same brand they carry...GIRLS!!!!!
i luv that job by the way!..being a girl...
iv been writing anti blogs too much lately!!!...isnt it?? hmmm m a proud blogger! "khee"
i wanted to write bout ma trip but all got kulfi-falooda at kolkata!! wil write abt it soon i reallly wana blurt it out...i had a near death experience too there!!!...yay im alive!

was dads birthday yesterday i gifted him a lil creativity of my own..i made him a name plate i made out of sea shells!.
it was a nice day yesterday! talked to anuradha after such long....its always nice chatting with her..shes one of my oldest friends and the bestest ones too! gonna meet her soon

don hav anything else to boast out!!!.....