A pinch of fun with lots of love around!!!

Weekend rocked, wud have rocked a li'l more if the DJ wud hv been a li'l crazier in mixin the songs. But nevermind!

It all began with a sexxxxyyyy haircut, with a 5 star customer service....felt guuuhd!!!..Im loving myself now....the mirror loves me too, it shows me beautiful.
ok enough!
But i felt guuuuud!!

And then Dublinnn whoopie. whoopie. came bak around 4 in d morn.

Watched Blood diamond on dvd next day. Awesome flick.

Sumwhere in between i ate a chocolate truffle cake too! yummmm

The fun had its own way in making me happy but what was more important was the love around.
When I was bout to sleep yesterday I had a tear in my eye. I know how hard things become at times. But i was really overwhelmed and happy with the people around me and I just realised if i cud ever be half gud of what neha and gaurav are to me. I'll try my best!- well emotions emotions!

Not in a very emotional mood rite now so it wud seem as if im desperately tryin to say wat i just did but i seriously mean it...

I love you guys!!

Anybayzz
I danced after soooo longg...n so wholeheartedly!!!

yesterday was fun too...a sunday i always want!....cuzins at home- nice time spent!

Mom's a gud cook!!!!

That reminds me i shud have breakfast....tata!

happy today!!!!

*hugs*

DAmn funnnnyyy

Govindaaaaa alaa re!!!!...hahahaa

Now What??

Just 3 days since examz got over n m bored!!

I just watched a movie i had lyin in my room since ages...gud one! shradha called she's startin wid her Mba classes soon..gud gud, upasana IM'd, she's joining aerobics- why-she's already tiny!! anyways and Me?? ha ha ha!

I am so blah-ed with blogging now... i watch it everyday waiting for some miracle to happen..!!

I have to figure out what am i gonna do these 4 mnths?????

well for now i am lukin frwrd to this weekend ... I wanna chillout!

by the way I could ask gaurav fr NFC tomo???? hmmmm

hey if ur reading r u game for it???

temme temmme???

I'll jus go watch friends- watched a zillion times but.....

cheeyu!!!!

*i'll be there for you...*

I better wake up at 10 tomo, nishant wud go on n on with his *tsk tsk tsk* othawise!!!

woweeee!

Spent some time sketchin a lil while back!!!
delivered good results.....
thinkinn...thinkinnn...

...to get it framed and gift it to gaurav...he's been asking for my piece of talent (ahhheerrmmm) since longg..gud job!!!!..*patting my shoulder*
yea m self obsessed *pbuit*

I sketched an angel...beautifull...not the one on the left waise...something much beautiful... *maasha allah*

"MAIN KYON DIKHAUN???"

*SIGH*

2 blogs in a day...i really must be bummed!
well I love bloggin so doesn't matter.

This Crappy orkut business is taking my life now. It's become so monotonous. And I mean I have this hugeeee msg written in my profile in CAPS and still they don't get it....bloody ch**iya ppl (sorry).
Its so bloody irritating... everytime i log in i have to delete-delete-delete all those cheeezy guys with lame msgs of *i wanna friend you* (yaaa thats what they write).and another mr. chaman with"hey i like ur profile will u be my friend" yeah right!! you think!!??...and it gets better with *Hi PINKI, will you be my friend....* (what the bloooody hell is wrong with you!!!!!)
PINKI?????? saala tatti kahinka. bhow bhow dog...wo bhi black waala.
I think i need a DEVNAGRI script on orkut for all those who can't read english...hey bhagwaan!!

Anyways...
was just watching Lola Kutty on V...she is so funny!!!! the way she goes "ollraaight"...naariyal paani n all that stuff...too innovative!!
hey i just realised i wrote a boring blog this morning! when did i start a conquest for knowledge on American tribes eh?? *making an ugly face*

Tv has gone idiot...shows nuthin...huh!!
weather's idiot too...the sun can't just stop shining only!..huh!
"everyone idiot"
BYE (*slammmm!!!*)

Estoy libre!
I'm free!

So nothing else matters?

well i don't know. Im too clumsy to write right now but i just saw that my silly upar pankha chalta hai blog is so irritating so just wanted to make another blog...I dont really delete what I write.
Stupid principles!
been spendin a lotta worthless time on beautifyin my blog- I love the punkymoods...so qweeet...hehe!

Just came across something really interesting but weird.

The Navajo (A Tribe in America) believe that there are two types of rain, one is a female rain. The female rain is very quiet, calm, gentle, and soothing. When dark clouds begin to form lightning, it becomes the male rain. Male rain can be rough, and it is not as pleasant as the female rain.

This is a male rain

hmm ...so talking of males and females-

I just read the so called greatest epic "Paradise Lost" -story of Adam and Eve ( part of my shitty syllabus).The author seems to have had some pleasure in defaming women. bah whatever. Men always boast out their good for nothing EGO. They just have an intrinsic tendency to do that.
but still it was interesting...Just caught hold of a para from it. Spoken by the first MAN...Adam-

"Thus it shall befall
Him who to worth in women overtrusting
Lets her will rule; restraint she will not brook,
And left to herself, if evil thence ensue,
she first his weak indulgence will accuse."

It means that the fate of every man will be ruined who trusts the work of a woman and allows her to have free will...

Kickass!

Funny

hey have you heard the stupid poem:

Upar pankha chalta hai (duh)
Neeche baby sota hai
sote sote bhookh lagi
khaale beta moongfali (havent u heard of MILK)
moongfali mein dana nahi....
blahblah....etc etc

This a damn funny poem!
Now who the hell feeds a hungry baby a PEANUT??? and guess what its EMPTY!!!

I killed a fly yesterday. Not just killed but brutally assaulted it. Was just ready for sleep and it kept whizzing here and there. Stupid fly!
I can't sleep when something is buzzin here n dere.I had to smash my chappal on it and bingo!
catching a fly is not easy you know!
but after that why did i feel bad???
hmm wonder if i was a fly in my past life???

ok I have got better things to do than dissect nursery rhymes and murder insects!

hey do you know You need a life
-and do YOU know you are speaking a lot these days
&%^*@!!

Gripped

greetings to my fans out there!! *muah muah*
well of course I have fans!
who ever is reading this is my fan!!!...*tadaaaa*
huh-shhhh...wha-shhhhhhhhhhh....but wh- i said shhhuuu!
no arguments...ur my fan now!!!

hee hee

Now where was I.
ahmm so what am i doing??
I am writing..and typing.. and *cough* looking good *cough* and I just realised how corny i sound!

exams are just umm
one...two..three..four..five..
five plus ten...
fifteen days away
and i am still stuck with the stupid Achilles uncle and Helen aunty!

aaa never mind them!
hey my hair grew till my waist u know..well almost..whoopsie!
Shakira performed in mumbai yesterday...uwwwaaaii
whats wrong with coming to delhi huh?
stupid bastards

And i have finally agreed that eminem rocks...took me bloody 3 yrs..i hated him..den i hated him, a lil less, then i started liking him, now i love him!..only his rap i hate his face still!

I've heard Johnny Depp is gonna act with AB in Mira Nair's next flick...yummy!..waiting waiting!

well i'll scram...If You kindly have the courtesy to see the calendar please note its 26th today!
ohh yeah
bye all you ardent fans *muah muah*
no autographs please!
(kheeeeee feels gud..)

Blah!
( no u’ve used this title)
ok Shit-
(used that one too)
ok how bout Crap
(umm doesn’t shit and crap mean the same thing)
umm CONFUSION-yay!! Got one
now plz don’t be philosophical on this piece of garbage-
ok what will u take to shut up
hmmph
sorry that’s a lil voice at the back of my head-No not my conscience. I don’t talk to my conscience. She’s paranoid!


My Ms-word is screwed up and theres a stupiiid Punjabi song playing on the radio!
I used to love u 95 FM!
fuck don’t play the red lipstick female…aaaa wats her name again yeahh Gwen Stefani…now when will she get over the red lipstick.
Anyways none of my fucking business.
Im bummed
Im actually so bummed that im going through anything on the internet..i just clicked an ad that said download free wallpapers..*raising eyebrows at my stupid self*
Yea I know I should unlock my books…waaaadda hell…
Now nobody in this world knows my datesheet!!! Pfrrrrttt

I just saw the pic we all frnz clicked in college…its soo yukk im half in shame half in laughter bursts..hw can we all look so B-E-A youtiful!!!

I just read neha’s blog…didn’t get a part of it!
Ok the whole part of it!

Woo hoo bryan adams on 95- love you again!!!!
I wish I was a radio jockey!

Someone asked me this question:
Which is the darkest part in your soul?
Will answer when I have one with me!

Ok lets do something!
Ummm
What something?
Anything?
Exactly what thing?
Shut up!!!

Yeah I am going don’t smash ur chappals on me!!
oooooo halke halke rang on the radio frm honeymoon travels.....luuuuuuuubbb uuu!!!

halke halkeeee rang chhalke
jaane ab kya hone ko hai
halke halkeeeeeeee..ok m out!!

A lotta SHIT!

These days my weekend nights or maybe ANY-day night is spent on my bed studying! in midst of all those 'thou' n 'thou arts' i feel like having a pizza or a cup of coffee and so i get up outta ma bed and crawl through the lobby into the kitchen and i always end up banging onto sumthin and i wake everybody up. whyyy!!!??

That day it was a sweet breeze blowing through my room curtains and I stood at the door with rain sprinkling through it and i came back with a wet shirt. Beautiful! the weather is so awesome these days. Home doesnt feel the place to be...u have to be at a nearby coffee shop with a mug of coffee in ur hand or maybe a hot bowl of maggi!! hmmm

You know the time when you have to study a lot..you start loving ur idiot box-you'll watch anything right from those cheezy govinda movies to a scooby doo cartoon ( i luv scooby doo by the way). and that'll actually be a time when star movies will show the worlds wonderful-est movies everyday. and the day ur done with ur examz the idiot box will be AN IDIOT AFTERALL!

I was ever so ready to finallllly start with my twice-attempted-to-begin Play and i saw that the next flick on star movies is Coyote Ugly...i lovvve this flick!!!! and the guy in it..i love him more!

so basically a lotta shit is happenin around...except studying...hehe!

Be good!
'Pink is my Favorite Crayon' - Aerosmith

Want to be a hunter again

Want to see the world alone again

To take a chance on life again

So let me go......

-DIDO (Hunter)

Just Love her for the music she creates. I think she's got a major talent. Love almost alll her songs.

So.....

Managing to race up with my novels since a week now. Othello brought back memories of me watching Omkara, Iago reminded me so much of Saif (langda Tyagi) everytime i read his part, Iliad gives me nervous breakdowns..lol, As you like it is blah!...n lots more phewwwwww! oh sorry to offend you mr shakespeare..but i got one or maybe two questions for you..did you understand what you wrote? or did u die trying to do that???

I went through the FMS (for the braindead its Faculty of Management Studies) website a few days ago,
ok...umm...ok....so u get to do a written test, if cleared, an extempore n group discussion, if cleared, an interview, if cleared, ADMISSION...now thats a nervous breakdown too..
so YOUU expect me to clear a test i know nothing about, then comes the fright and more fright. ya ya AUKAT nahi hai..malum hai!!!...but i cant just keep chucking out things like that...with that all i'd be left to do wud be writing blogs about my failure, n then id print out a novel by me which will be a failure again and in an upgraded edition of my novel i'll add it as another failure experience and ....o gawd i can picture my journey..

hey about the fright i was talking about- im reallly scared of group discussions n debates- otherwise i'll keeep blabbbing n sumtimes i blab sense too but on stage or in the aforesaid place i'd be a BUM...
i rememba me having the forced overconfident attitude when i had a debate in school-*stayin alive aa aa aa aa stayin alive* but yea i was dead as i stepped onto the stage. so guys if you want tips i'll give you a book to read-BY ME that is:
HOW TO REDUCE A 4 PAGED DEBATE INTO 2
oh and a group discussion i took part in.. well it was a group discussion so the group was discussing! how wud it matter if i be the listener in the group or maybe cheer em up..*SPEAK GROUP SPEAK*!!!!
so what about an interview.....aaaaaaa.......who r we talkin bout????

I almost slept in class today with all the *chee pee chee pee*..thats my teacher speaking by the way...
n i got to know that the Bible assignment i did was not required...ok now i wasted a million dollar Bhagat singh sheet for it n now you tell me that its not required.

back to study!

BLAH-la-BLAH...HURRAY EVERYBAADIE!!!

im 80% cool, 80% trustable, 70% sexyyy......haaaaaah...TAUHEEEN!!!!
anyways...m stilll CHEKKKCHI!! boo-you!

i saw finding nemo twice yesterday...i luv the blue fishie DORY in it!!!...i luv animations..madagascar tops the charts!!!..king julian n marge!..its chooo chweet!

college is a lil hectic with finishing up the course...i reallllly have to study...i mean seriousllyyy!!...i need to realise im gonna hav exams in like a month...wake up u!!
its crazy when i think whats my future, i have to work n earn dude! its like a jigsaw puzzle with like a dozen pieces missing. i really wanna get bak to the stupid question of what am i gonna be when i grow up? i used to say i will be steffi graff..hehe i was 5 bak then.but on a serious note ...really!!! can i..please!
i promise i'll play gud and win those silver plates!
i really was fascinated with tennis since i was a kiddo..i wonder why dint i give it a try...not like i hate studying..i really want to...but wat??...hmmmph...

heyyyy its world cup sooon...GO INDIA GO!!!!!!...its so much fun watching india play.. with me n dad cheering up!!..dads a great critic though..!....yuppie yuppie!

lunch time yay!!..
whoosh!

Nothing Girl

by Christelle Duvenage

Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,
maybe I don't care about the things
that make your worlds twirl,
maybe you look at me and think:
Gee, what a nothing girl.

Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!

The world makes you believe
your personality mustn't be detected,
your face must be picture perfect
and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted.

Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.
God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!

~*~
These days, people don't like you for who you are, but how you look and
how popular you are.
~*~

Chaman day!

Its a Friday..and everybodys off! some shivratri stuff..

well ive not been very creative since morning. ive sleptt a lott, surfed a lot, watched tv a lot...done everything!

college is so dulll these days dont wish like going. jus wanna attend some classes..get done 'enoughly' with attendance and sit at home..aaah! though i do get bored at home but still i have ma own space!

Im one of those persons who loves to be at her own. i like being alone, not typically a loner but sometimes its fun! and basically have been used to being alone since my parents are both working and my sister's married.

but sometimes i reallly need to just GET OUT anywhere and since i dont have good frenz who live around i keep frowning at home! why do i have losers all around ma place!

the closest a good friend lives is also 2 kms away!!!...i cant jus go n knock at her place everyday

so today im in searchh...heloooe!!...

hmm

im hungry...

can someone get me french fries n mayo and a juicy crunchy mcveggie..or maybe shawarma rolls!!!!

I AM SO FED UP!

im fed up of confronting myself everyday
im fed up of this weather!
fed up of the rains!
fed up of my hair!
fed up of my stupiiid self
fed up of dressing up- why do people look gud when they dress up???
im fed up of managing myself to look good.why the hell do i even bother!
im fed up of having the 'oh so boring!' routine- home to college-college to home-home to college-college to home! uffff
im fed upppp- just fed up!!!!!

Aisa kyun hota hai??

Why can't i be a child again?

Hair-clips, lollypops, polka-dotted frocks, winnie the pooh wrist-watches, funny green, yellow and red shoes - why are they history now? why cant i be the same ME?

The funny stewwwpid girl I used to be; I mean I'm still stupid but not the same one. I wanna have the same smile on my face when i buy a buck worth chewing gum, I wanna play those street sports i used to, i wanna fight with boyyyzzz because they are supposed to be LOSERS!, I wanna ride my old bicycle, I want Mom to make my ponytails when i go to play, I want dad to pick me up from school, I want to sneak outta ma home at night n play hide and seek when theres a powercut. I just want that 'you're just a child flashback'-when you are a chilled out freak! what a nice definiton..YEAH I wanna be THAT!!

I dont wanna spend hours in front of my cupboard figuring out what to wear today, i dont wanna recomb my hair because a strand came outta the rubber-band. I know I can still manage that but.....perfection!! blah is the word! been used to this silly man-made thing. I know I know God is perfect but it had no meaning untill man invented the word PERFECTO!

Idiots!

I miss being a kid...i was a terrific one.

boo-hoo

some things never change!

tere bina beswaadi beswaadi ratiyaan, oh sajna -
rookhi re oh rookhi re, kaatore kaate katena.......
.......oh hum dum bin tere kya jeena.....





...*...


Luv that song from guru
luved the flick also

feeling veryy happy today..no clue why
but its a bright windy day and made me cheerful, had ma fav breakfast today too a cheese baked bread!!!! yummmmmm! with coffee..gee im a gud cook! :)
sometimes smallest of things gimme huge happiness..sumtimes hugest of things just gimme small sadness!.. i can even become happy when i see a bird fly!...so u see its just anything!
some people are getting irritated by ma major mood swings nowadays
...GIRLS!!!!! they never learn...every girl says that m not like other girls but its just the same brand they carry...GIRLS!!!!!
i luv that job by the way!..being a girl...
iv been writing anti blogs too much lately!!!...isnt it?? hmmm m a proud blogger! "khee"
i wanted to write bout ma trip but all got kulfi-falooda at kolkata!! wil write abt it soon i reallly wana blurt it out...i had a near death experience too there!!!...yay im alive!

was dads birthday yesterday i gifted him a lil creativity of my own..i made him a name plate i made out of sea shells!.
it was a nice day yesterday! talked to anuradha after such long....its always nice chatting with her..shes one of my oldest friends and the bestest ones too! gonna meet her soon

don hav anything else to boast out!!!.....

CONTRAST....

before i write this blog down id like some uselful info to be told to the people who read my blogs...
first of all if u really have something to say to me abt my blog u better comment...dont send me crappy scraps on orkut by sayin "u seem to be moved by big boss". whats ur damn problem if i am!! i think ur quite moved by my blog!!!
second of all sending me scraps wont make me talk to to you! so GET a LIFE...thats L-I-F-E to be precise cuz i think you might have not heard it quite often!
some chu-chu people we have on orkut...well i think whoever in the world u are...read the first and the last para of that blog and then go in front of the mirror and slap urslef! u deserve it!

Skipping back to the memories of my vacation!!...so calm yet so much fun!!
though a lil bit of feelings set apart! (dont destroy ur brain by thinkin too much on dis particular line thats a lil sumthin for myself)
from the slim streets of bangkok to the open spaces of pattaya i cherished each moment which is trapped in a realm of the memory side of my brain! it is all so nice
shoppers paradise and lovers paradise!

Spend a wonderful time there only to get back to Kolkata airport where i see the "indian-ess". i know i might say a few words against my country. It'll be just truth!..if anyone gets disgusted by it...go wash ur face!
its just like when u want to remember gud things bad things happen...thats exactly my experience at the domestic terminal of kolkata airport as we had a connecting flight back to delhi!
first of all we had to wait for 6 long hours at the shitty airport terminal in front of the "foolon ki dukan" (lol yes thats what it was). and at the baggage check-in we get to waste time bacause the typical bribe hungry policeman wanted a lil treat for himself as he saw the scotch in our luggage....dad had to seal the bag just to make sure nothing goes wrong. then we see this CHANDALIKA policewomen (a typical big mouthed BONG AUNTY) for those who feel repudiated by me at this line..i dont think i'll apologize because i intend to repudiate you!!!
she spoke as if she owned the world. swear to god its a shameful sight to see the attitude of police in our country, its not defamed cuz of nothing.. i think it deserves it! the whole country is a mix "sabji" of corruption and corruption and corruption... did i mention corruption???
then i see a firang who is roaming here and there in search of his lost- oh wait- STOLEN handbag!!! what a beautiful impression of our country (Jai Hind!).
Man what a "Kachra" of my trip!!!
and wait theres more to come!
Air deccan (or is it air dhakkan). now people its the most beautiful flight iv ever...EVER come across in my life. that i dont want to travel in it again!! u see its so cleann that one doesnt wish to sit on the seat. he'd rather sit on the floor! (oh by the way for the braindead- sarcasm intended here)

And i want to sue the ticketing manager because he's been letting some passengers fly free in it. not fair. about a thousand "machhars" flew free from kolkata to delhi in the air dhakkan!!!
not fair!!!! they should pay too....!

well "Phew" was the world when i landed to delhi..u cant expect anything out of that flight! LOSERS!
believe me if ur travelling by plane beware of two things: one KOLKATA AIRPORT and two AIR DECCAN!! shit is what they both are! this is the warning for you guys..!! if uve booked some tickets for this flight cancel them as u will be shocked to see the service! or if u want to know the defintion of a poor flight...go for it!!! enjoy the bumpy ride..they play music too in the plane and thats the sound of some loose spare part that goes "patarr-patarr" as you're in flight!

a serious note:
if anyone associated with air deccan reads this (which is like .0001% chance) please help out this airline its sick!!!!!!!
and to the govt. i say: making those religious advertisements and gloomy videos of lanky palces in India wont help..neither would ur never ending speeches help...make a difference from the citizen point of view! (though its useless to write it but just incase..if i could be the one to upstart anything let it be)

and again i say: if any bloody creature feels that im being oversmart or whatever bullshit u want to throw on me....please keep ur thoughts to urself because u'll be the gud for nothing citizen of this good for nothing country!! but if u really want to add any viewpoints ur free to comment!

chao!
JAI HIND