Saturday, November 08, 2008

Its a new day everyday!

Most of the times I begin my blog by saying 'uh long time' but seriously haven't been writing so much. There is so much to say and so much to share.

Its so strange when at one point of time we sit and think how difficult things would get if this happens in our life. We all are so used to our lives that we cant perceive changes, we want our life to be like that. period.

But I never knew change could be so nice. It is important. I am saying this because I am loving the time I am spending in Stirling. Its new, its nice, its what I never thought could be. Though i miss home, ma and papa, neha and gaurav. Its hard but its ok. There are some people I wanna thank who taught me how to live when loved ones are not around, even if it was the hard way.

What i love about Stirling is that it has brought a change in me, I don't portray anything here, I don't have to make anyone happy, I don't have to pretend anything. I have left some things behind and I am walking a straight line here. I do feel bad for a few things I left behind. A friendship that was based on fragile grounds, though I miss it at times, was baseless- I didn't know. I didn't know a lot of things back then.

But its a new day, I wanna live every moment of it, who knows if they'll ever come back!?!

We do not remember days; we remember moments.
~Cesare Pavese, The Burning Brand