He's an 'it'!!!!

A lot has happened between this post and the previous one, which I really can not open up here, I will need a private post for that. But anyway, about the title. It came up when me and my housemates were having lunch a couple of days back in the hall, taking out free time out of our exams, and we were looking at Mark's (the Chinese guy) class picture. He was so upset with exams and his professor that when I asked who's he, he said, Noo he's not a he, he's an 'it'. I wondered for two minutes but then I laughed out loud with the immense sense that he had just made., somehow. At times he is just too funny and the way he speaks is just too typical of Chinese people speaking English. But he's a sweet guy.

The other day he was teaching me all the bad words in Chinese, hehe. So he goes what do you call a 'hybrid human' in Hindi??? And I am like what the hells a hybrid human, haha. But aah it was a scientific term for a 'छक्का' hahahah!!!

I am still working on my new blog, which will come up in a few days, it is also going to be a little related to my course so if u get bored, don't blame me. I have indeed become a little lame in writing ever since I have come here. Also, my term is going to end in another 3 and a half months from now, then I am going back home....yay!!!!!!!!! but also I will miss this place, sob sob. i just have tooooo many memories here. It has been the best year of my life i guess.

I'll save some stuff for later.
adios

And So it was....

After much contemplation and some weird face making, I realised that my blog has gone for a toss. It has lost its charm (well, I am self-supposing that it had some before!!), it has become too random, it has become too summarized and I have become lazy! Each time I come up with an excuse and say I'll write often and soon, blah-la-blah, I just can't!!

ugh!

Sooo I sat thinking and came up with a first fused, then blinking and then a shattering bulb idea. Why not start afresh and make a new blog!! I won't delete this one and neither will stop writing in it. Umm lets just keep this one for nonsense!! But now I have lost track of all my comment-people. So I don't know if thats a bright idea!!!

Sigh

So life seems to be running now, 8 months have gone, lots changed, I changed, people changed!!! I took some decisions I should have taken ages ago, but sometimes it feels blank!!!

I have also changed my Dissertation topic, its more 'political'....

and lets say i'll say all about it on my blog, err new blog!!! I hope some people reply there, otherwise my dissertation will never work!!!!! puhleeezzzz-with cherry on top...ok and a chocolate nut too!!

YAwwwwwwwwwwn...m lazy again!! I'm sure its all pumping up eh?!!

Roobaru Roshni!!!!!!!!!! ( I don't know why I wrote this title)

Ha, another post, late late late....crap!!

Anywayy, well the weather is getting so awesome here, touch wood!! love the sun....Ive been shopping as is if the world is in recession because I have stolen their money....bad liner but thats what i am doing..ugh!!

The other day I was in M&S, checking out some shoes (awesome by the way, just a lil ahead of budget) so I was wearing em and loving myself in the mirror, so this old lady (very cute) walked up and said, they look fabulous!!!! I smiled and said thank you, she said, well...some years ago I used to run around in them when I was young, enjoy them all you can!!!! I smiled and sat thinking (No I still did not buy them) and wondered how life is running. We are all indeed waiting for Godot!!!!!! Why is life so short???

Otherwise, Life is the same, I am dying to get back home, just wanna chill and enjoy the free 2 months I am ever going to get now, coz then begins the tough hard life with hours and hours of slogging and getting paid for it (well thats one consolation) and then the whole life will be spent doing that! Why IS life so short????

We have had some awesome partying in the last 2-3 weeks and I am sure next week is on since its Gautams birthday. I so wanna chill here and enjoy my time to the most before I start into the slogging mode. I wanna freak out!!!! but I also desperately need a job....!!! phew

But most importantly, people who are reading this I seriously need your help. if anyone is interested in being interviewed by me for my dissertation for a short time please leave a comment and your details where I can contact you, email or telephone. Pretty please!!!!!

Anyway, short blog, useless in a way also nonsense but what a relief....I'll write another one soon....its about some shhhhh people here.....they get on my nerves...JLT...nuthin much though...

chao!!!

Spring Semester

My blog is upset because I don't visit often now, I have got so busy with nothing here that I have forgotten one of the most important thing in my life. Well after all we always take our loved ones for granted don't we? Because others are not worth it eh!!!

Its almost spring here, which means, more sunshine, more daylight and more beautiful mornings. I hated when it used to get dark at 3 in the afternoon, it became so dead, now we get 4 minutes of more daylight each day and soon it will start getting dark at 10-11 in the night. wow. exciting!! This place is so pretty that i love walking here, no matter how long the distances are and I put on some nice music and walk to the uni and back, i love walking alone. Here, we greet everyone and anyone on the street with a sweet smile, which is amazing. We say "cheers" whenever someone does something nice, which is so common. Its lovely. I love this place, its my city, for now. But aah well India rules and Delhi Rocks!!!!

Anyway, this semester is kinda nice, I like the modules and the teachers and I don't sleep in lectures atleast. Also I have started thinking about my Dissertation which is a major deal here and I need all you Bloggers' help. If you guys are reading, please help me in my Dissertation coz my topic for dissertation is 'Blogging Life: Public versus the Personal'. I'll post up questions (not any sooner but sometime later in April or something), and it'll be of great help if you guys reply, to help me complete it. thanks.

So, whats new is that I am back to being friends with Shradha- the one I kept mentioning as my 'loser friend' from college.LOL. But aah what the hell, she was/IS my friend anyway, hehehe. We patched up and forgave each other. Sometimes its not worth losing some people in life, they remain forever with you, somewhere somehow. She won't really like this para as she will be expecting some back with a bang kinda thing. ha ha. Nah I'm not giving you that!!!

I've been reading Khaled Hosseini's 'A Thousand Splendid Suns'. Its amazing. Couldn't be anything better following his first book which was more than amazing. Its recommended to all book lovers. Also, try listening to this song 'Jason Mraz- I'm yours'. Very happy song.

I gossipped a lot about a few things today, some serious stuff. Some things that were supposed to be given a thought. It was about 'people', about how they behave and how they expect and about how they become judgmental for no reason. I think I have become sensible, for me atleast. Some amazing people have taught me a lot and have raised me up here. One of them is my housemate- Rainer. He's a great guy!!! There are loads of other people to the list, will be mentioned as time comes.

Gotta go sleep, have early lecture tomorrow. Boring!!

later

ciaah

Exciting...

Well I finally get some respite! Gautam came back from India today, I talked after a long time (some sense that is). Sahil's coming back tomorrow. Phew!! Anyway, the best part is......its AUSSIE OPEN time and I'm watching te matches on P2P. heheh Piracy zindabad!!!

It snowed today!!! yay!! but it got so damn cold, im wearing two socks and I'm still freezing. I want hot coffee. I want hot pakoras. I want a job. I want chutney. I want mommy and daddy!!

:-(

ooooo, Hewitt and Gonzalez playing...yay..byee

later

Breakthrough

I have been staying alone for FOUR months now, and seriously life teaches a lot of lessons. I'm so sure that as I get back home I am going to be a different person in terms of outlook, confidence and maturity. I have seen and met so many different 'species' of people here who also in a way make me realise of what I am and who I deserve to be. I have indeed become more positive towards life and I have definitely become calm.

But I'm slightly baffled and bored out here especially because all my friends are away home. And I am here, listening to people's fantasies and burdens (which obviously have nothing to do with them). Sometimes I wish Nishant was here, so I could talk the way I want to and just speak nonsense......LOL, even the thought of it makes me laugh. He is one friend I don't ever wanna lose, he is indeed my best friend since 7-8 years now. hope it stays forever. cheers buddy!!

I am bugged here but I still like it coz I spend time with myself and watch loads of movies and hear lots of good music, I even do a lil jig at times. hehe. I don't wanna crib and complain about spending time in Stirling, as this is the only thing left in the world for some folks out here. It just makes me pull my tongue out. I love Stirling, I chose to leave my country and come here. Learn to Live.

Anyways, I forgot to mention my London and Cardiff trip, I will write all about it in my next post.

cheers mates!!