A lotta SHIT!
These days my weekend nights or maybe ANY-day night is spent on my bed studying! in midst of all those 'thou' n 'thou arts' i feel like having a pizza or a cup of coffee and so i get up outta ma bed and crawl through the lobby into the kitchen and i always end up banging onto sumthin and i wake everybody up. whyyy!!!??
That day it was a sweet breeze blowing through my room curtains and I stood at the door with rain sprinkling through it and i came back with a wet shirt. Beautiful! the weather is so awesome these days. Home doesnt feel the place to be...u have to be at a nearby coffee shop with a mug of coffee in ur hand or maybe a hot bowl of maggi!! hmmm
You know the time when you have to study a lot..you start loving ur idiot box-you'll watch anything right from those cheezy govinda movies to a scooby doo cartoon ( i luv scooby doo by the way). and that'll actually be a time when star movies will show the worlds wonderful-est movies everyday. and the day ur done with ur examz the idiot box will be AN IDIOT AFTERALL!
I was ever so ready to finallllly start with my twice-attempted-to-begin Play and i saw that the next flick on star movies is Coyote Ugly...i lovvve this flick!!!! and the guy in it..i love him more!
so basically a lotta shit is happenin around...except studying...hehe!
Be good!
'Pink is my Favorite Crayon' - Aerosmith
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Friday, March 02, 2007
Thursday, March 01, 2007
So.....
Managing to race up with my novels since a week now. Othello brought back memories of me watching Omkara, Iago reminded me so much of Saif (langda Tyagi) everytime i read his part, Iliad gives me nervous breakdowns..lol, As you like it is blah!...n lots more phewwwwww! oh sorry to offend you mr shakespeare..but i got one or maybe two questions for you..did you understand what you wrote? or did u die trying to do that???
I went through the FMS (for the braindead its Faculty of Management Studies) website a few days ago,
ok...umm...ok....so u get to do a written test, if cleared, an extempore n group discussion, if cleared, an interview, if cleared, ADMISSION...now thats a nervous breakdown too..
so YOUU expect me to clear a test i know nothing about, then comes the fright and more fright. ya ya AUKAT nahi hai..malum hai!!!...but i cant just keep chucking out things like that...with that all i'd be left to do wud be writing blogs about my failure, n then id print out a novel by me which will be a failure again and in an upgraded edition of my novel i'll add it as another failure experience and ....o gawd i can picture my journey..
hey about the fright i was talking about- im reallly scared of group discussions n debates- otherwise i'll keeep blabbbing n sumtimes i blab sense too but on stage or in the aforesaid place i'd be a BUM...
i rememba me having the forced overconfident attitude when i had a debate in school-*stayin alive aa aa aa aa stayin alive* but yea i was dead as i stepped onto the stage. so guys if you want tips i'll give you a book to read-BY ME that is:
HOW TO REDUCE A 4 PAGED DEBATE INTO 2
oh and a group discussion i took part in.. well it was a group discussion so the group was discussing! how wud it matter if i be the listener in the group or maybe cheer em up..*SPEAK GROUP SPEAK*!!!!
so what about an interview.....aaaaaaa.......who r we talkin bout????
I almost slept in class today with all the *chee pee chee pee*..thats my teacher speaking by the way...
n i got to know that the Bible assignment i did was not required...ok now i wasted a million dollar Bhagat singh sheet for it n now you tell me that its not required.
back to study!
Managing to race up with my novels since a week now. Othello brought back memories of me watching Omkara, Iago reminded me so much of Saif (langda Tyagi) everytime i read his part, Iliad gives me nervous breakdowns..lol, As you like it is blah!...n lots more phewwwwww! oh sorry to offend you mr shakespeare..but i got one or maybe two questions for you..did you understand what you wrote? or did u die trying to do that???
I went through the FMS (for the braindead its Faculty of Management Studies) website a few days ago,
ok...umm...ok....so u get to do a written test, if cleared, an extempore n group discussion, if cleared, an interview, if cleared, ADMISSION...now thats a nervous breakdown too..
so YOUU expect me to clear a test i know nothing about, then comes the fright and more fright. ya ya AUKAT nahi hai..malum hai!!!...but i cant just keep chucking out things like that...with that all i'd be left to do wud be writing blogs about my failure, n then id print out a novel by me which will be a failure again and in an upgraded edition of my novel i'll add it as another failure experience and ....o gawd i can picture my journey..
hey about the fright i was talking about- im reallly scared of group discussions n debates- otherwise i'll keeep blabbbing n sumtimes i blab sense too but on stage or in the aforesaid place i'd be a BUM...
i rememba me having the forced overconfident attitude when i had a debate in school-*stayin alive aa aa aa aa stayin alive* but yea i was dead as i stepped onto the stage. so guys if you want tips i'll give you a book to read-BY ME that is:
HOW TO REDUCE A 4 PAGED DEBATE INTO 2
oh and a group discussion i took part in.. well it was a group discussion so the group was discussing! how wud it matter if i be the listener in the group or maybe cheer em up..*SPEAK GROUP SPEAK*!!!!
so what about an interview.....aaaaaaa.......who r we talkin bout????
I almost slept in class today with all the *chee pee chee pee*..thats my teacher speaking by the way...
n i got to know that the Bible assignment i did was not required...ok now i wasted a million dollar Bhagat singh sheet for it n now you tell me that its not required.
back to study!
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
BLAH-la-BLAH...HURRAY EVERYBAADIE!!!
im 80% cool, 80% trustable, 70% sexyyy......haaaaaah...TAUHEEEN!!!!
anyways...m stilll CHEKKKCHI!! boo-you!
i saw finding nemo twice yesterday...i luv the blue fishie DORY in it!!!...i luv animations..madagascar tops the charts!!!..king julian n marge!..its chooo chweet!
college is a lil hectic with finishing up the course...i reallllly have to study...i mean seriousllyyy!!...i need to realise im gonna hav exams in like a month...wake up u!!
its crazy when i think whats my future, i have to work n earn dude! its like a jigsaw puzzle with like a dozen pieces missing. i really wanna get bak to the stupid question of what am i gonna be when i grow up? i used to say i will be steffi graff..hehe i was 5 bak then.but on a serious note ...really!!! can i..please!
i promise i'll play gud and win those silver plates!
i really was fascinated with tennis since i was a kiddo..i wonder why dint i give it a try...not like i hate studying..i really want to...but wat??...hmmmph...
heyyyy its world cup sooon...GO INDIA GO!!!!!!...its so much fun watching india play.. with me n dad cheering up!!..dads a great critic though..!....yuppie yuppie!
lunch time yay!!..
whoosh!
im 80% cool, 80% trustable, 70% sexyyy......haaaaaah...TAUHEEEN!!!!
anyways...m stilll CHEKKKCHI!! boo-you!
i saw finding nemo twice yesterday...i luv the blue fishie DORY in it!!!...i luv animations..madagascar tops the charts!!!..king julian n marge!..its chooo chweet!
college is a lil hectic with finishing up the course...i reallllly have to study...i mean seriousllyyy!!...i need to realise im gonna hav exams in like a month...wake up u!!
its crazy when i think whats my future, i have to work n earn dude! its like a jigsaw puzzle with like a dozen pieces missing. i really wanna get bak to the stupid question of what am i gonna be when i grow up? i used to say i will be steffi graff..hehe i was 5 bak then.but on a serious note ...really!!! can i..please!
i promise i'll play gud and win those silver plates!
i really was fascinated with tennis since i was a kiddo..i wonder why dint i give it a try...not like i hate studying..i really want to...but wat??...hmmmph...
heyyyy its world cup sooon...GO INDIA GO!!!!!!...its so much fun watching india play.. with me n dad cheering up!!..dads a great critic though..!....yuppie yuppie!
lunch time yay!!..
whoosh!
Friday, February 16, 2007
Nothing Girl
by Christelle Duvenage
Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,
maybe I don't care about the things
that make your worlds twirl,
maybe you look at me and think:
Gee, what a nothing girl.
Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!
The world makes you believe
your personality mustn't be detected,
your face must be picture perfect
and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted.
Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.
God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!
by Christelle Duvenage
Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,
maybe I don't care about the things
that make your worlds twirl,
maybe you look at me and think:
Gee, what a nothing girl.
Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!
The world makes you believe
your personality mustn't be detected,
your face must be picture perfect
and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted.
Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.
God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!
~*~
These days, people don't like you for who you are, but how you look and
how popular you are.
~*~
Chaman day!
Its a Friday..and everybodys off! some shivratri stuff..
well ive not been very creative since morning. ive sleptt a lott, surfed a lot, watched tv a lot...done everything!
college is so dulll these days dont wish like going. jus wanna attend some classes..get done 'enoughly' with attendance and sit at home..aaah! though i do get bored at home but still i have ma own space!
Im one of those persons who loves to be at her own. i like being alone, not typically a loner but sometimes its fun! and basically have been used to being alone since my parents are both working and my sister's married.
but sometimes i reallly need to just GET OUT anywhere and since i dont have good frenz who live around i keep frowning at home! why do i have losers all around ma place!
the closest a good friend lives is also 2 kms away!!!...i cant jus go n knock at her place everyday
so today im in searchh...heloooe!!...
hmm
im hungry...
can someone get me french fries n mayo and a juicy crunchy mcveggie..or maybe shawarma rolls!!!!
Thursday, February 15, 2007
I AM SO FED UP!
im fed up of confronting myself everyday
im fed up of this weather!
fed up of the rains!
fed up of my hair!
fed up of my stupiiid self
fed up of dressing up- why do people look gud when they dress up???
im fed up of managing myself to look good.why the hell do i even bother!
im fed up of having the 'oh so boring!' routine- home to college-college to home-home to college-college to home! uffff
im fed upppp- just fed up!!!!!
im fed up of confronting myself everyday
im fed up of this weather!
fed up of the rains!
fed up of my hair!
fed up of my stupiiid self
fed up of dressing up- why do people look gud when they dress up???
im fed up of managing myself to look good.why the hell do i even bother!
im fed up of having the 'oh so boring!' routine- home to college-college to home-home to college-college to home! uffff
im fed upppp- just fed up!!!!!
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Aisa kyun hota hai??
Why can't i be a child again?
Hair-clips, lollypops, polka-dotted frocks, winnie the pooh wrist-watches, funny green, yellow and red shoes - why are they history now? why cant i be the same ME?
The funny stewwwpid girl I used to be; I mean I'm still stupid but not the same one. I wanna have the same smile on my face when i buy a buck worth chewing gum, I wanna play those street sports i used to, i wanna fight with boyyyzzz because they are supposed to be LOSERS!, I wanna ride my old bicycle, I want Mom to make my ponytails when i go to play, I want dad to pick me up from school, I want to sneak outta ma home at night n play hide and seek when theres a powercut. I just want that 'you're just a child flashback'-when you are a chilled out freak! what a nice definiton..YEAH I wanna be THAT!!
I dont wanna spend hours in front of my cupboard figuring out what to wear today, i dont wanna recomb my hair because a strand came outta the rubber-band. I know I can still manage that but.....perfection!! blah is the word! been used to this silly man-made thing. I know I know God is perfect but it had no meaning untill man invented the word PERFECTO!
Idiots!
I miss being a kid...i was a terrific one.
boo-hoo
some things never change!
Friday, February 02, 2007
tere bina beswaadi beswaadi ratiyaan, oh sajna -
rookhi re oh rookhi re, kaatore kaate katena.......
.......oh hum dum bin tere kya jeena.....
...*...
Luv that song from guru
luved the flick also
feeling veryy happy today..no clue why
but its a bright windy day and made me cheerful, had ma fav breakfast today too a cheese baked bread!!!! yummmmmm! with coffee..gee im a gud cook! :)
sometimes smallest of things gimme huge happiness..sumtimes hugest of things just gimme small sadness!.. i can even become happy when i see a bird fly!...so u see its just anything!
some people are getting irritated by ma major mood swings nowadays
...GIRLS!!!!! they never learn...every girl says that m not like other girls but its just the same brand they carry...GIRLS!!!!!
i luv that job by the way!..being a girl...
iv been writing anti blogs too much lately!!!...isnt it?? hmmm m a proud blogger! "khee"
i wanted to write bout ma trip but all got kulfi-falooda at kolkata!! wil write abt it soon i reallly wana blurt it out...i had a near death experience too there!!!...yay im alive!
was dads birthday yesterday i gifted him a lil creativity of my own..i made him a name plate i made out of sea shells!.
it was a nice day yesterday! talked to anuradha after such long....its always nice chatting with her..shes one of my oldest friends and the bestest ones too! gonna meet her soon
don hav anything else to boast out!!!.....
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
CONTRAST....
before i write this blog down id like some uselful info to be told to the people who read my blogs...
first of all if u really have something to say to me abt my blog u better comment...dont send me crappy scraps on orkut by sayin "u seem to be moved by big boss". whats ur damn problem if i am!! i think ur quite moved by my blog!!!
second of all sending me scraps wont make me talk to to you! so GET a LIFE...thats L-I-F-E to be precise cuz i think you might have not heard it quite often!
some chu-chu people we have on orkut...well i think whoever in the world u are...read the first and the last para of that blog and then go in front of the mirror and slap urslef! u deserve it!
Skipping back to the memories of my vacation!!...so calm yet so much fun!!
though a lil bit of feelings set apart! (dont destroy ur brain by thinkin too much on dis particular line thats a lil sumthin for myself)
from the slim streets of bangkok to the open spaces of pattaya i cherished each moment which is trapped in a realm of the memory side of my brain! it is all so nice
shoppers paradise and lovers paradise!
Spend a wonderful time there only to get back to Kolkata airport where i see the "indian-ess". i know i might say a few words against my country. It'll be just truth!..if anyone gets disgusted by it...go wash ur face!
its just like when u want to remember gud things bad things happen...thats exactly my experience at the domestic terminal of kolkata airport as we had a connecting flight back to delhi!
first of all we had to wait for 6 long hours at the shitty airport terminal in front of the "foolon ki dukan" (lol yes thats what it was). and at the baggage check-in we get to waste time bacause the typical bribe hungry policeman wanted a lil treat for himself as he saw the scotch in our luggage....dad had to seal the bag just to make sure nothing goes wrong. then we see this CHANDALIKA policewomen (a typical big mouthed BONG AUNTY) for those who feel repudiated by me at this line..i dont think i'll apologize because i intend to repudiate you!!!
she spoke as if she owned the world. swear to god its a shameful sight to see the attitude of police in our country, its not defamed cuz of nothing.. i think it deserves it! the whole country is a mix "sabji" of corruption and corruption and corruption... did i mention corruption???
then i see a firang who is roaming here and there in search of his lost- oh wait- STOLEN handbag!!! what a beautiful impression of our country (Jai Hind!).
Man what a "Kachra" of my trip!!!
and wait theres more to come!
Air deccan (or is it air dhakkan). now people its the most beautiful flight iv ever...EVER come across in my life. that i dont want to travel in it again!! u see its so cleann that one doesnt wish to sit on the seat. he'd rather sit on the floor! (oh by the way for the braindead- sarcasm intended here)
And i want to sue the ticketing manager because he's been letting some passengers fly free in it. not fair. about a thousand "machhars" flew free from kolkata to delhi in the air dhakkan!!!
not fair!!!! they should pay too....!
well "Phew" was the world when i landed to delhi..u cant expect anything out of that flight! LOSERS!
believe me if ur travelling by plane beware of two things: one KOLKATA AIRPORT and two AIR DECCAN!! shit is what they both are! this is the warning for you guys..!! if uve booked some tickets for this flight cancel them as u will be shocked to see the service! or if u want to know the defintion of a poor flight...go for it!!! enjoy the bumpy ride..they play music too in the plane and thats the sound of some loose spare part that goes "patarr-patarr" as you're in flight!
a serious note:
if anyone associated with air deccan reads this (which is like .0001% chance) please help out this airline its sick!!!!!!!
and to the govt. i say: making those religious advertisements and gloomy videos of lanky palces in India wont help..neither would ur never ending speeches help...make a difference from the citizen point of view! (though its useless to write it but just incase..if i could be the one to upstart anything let it be)
and again i say: if any bloody creature feels that im being oversmart or whatever bullshit u want to throw on me....please keep ur thoughts to urself because u'll be the gud for nothing citizen of this good for nothing country!! but if u really want to add any viewpoints ur free to comment!
chao!
JAI HIND
before i write this blog down id like some uselful info to be told to the people who read my blogs...
first of all if u really have something to say to me abt my blog u better comment...dont send me crappy scraps on orkut by sayin "u seem to be moved by big boss". whats ur damn problem if i am!! i think ur quite moved by my blog!!!
second of all sending me scraps wont make me talk to to you! so GET a LIFE...thats L-I-F-E to be precise cuz i think you might have not heard it quite often!
some chu-chu people we have on orkut...well i think whoever in the world u are...read the first and the last para of that blog and then go in front of the mirror and slap urslef! u deserve it!
Skipping back to the memories of my vacation!!...so calm yet so much fun!!
though a lil bit of feelings set apart! (dont destroy ur brain by thinkin too much on dis particular line thats a lil sumthin for myself)
from the slim streets of bangkok to the open spaces of pattaya i cherished each moment which is trapped in a realm of the memory side of my brain! it is all so nice
shoppers paradise and lovers paradise!
Spend a wonderful time there only to get back to Kolkata airport where i see the "indian-ess". i know i might say a few words against my country. It'll be just truth!..if anyone gets disgusted by it...go wash ur face!
its just like when u want to remember gud things bad things happen...thats exactly my experience at the domestic terminal of kolkata airport as we had a connecting flight back to delhi!
first of all we had to wait for 6 long hours at the shitty airport terminal in front of the "foolon ki dukan" (lol yes thats what it was). and at the baggage check-in we get to waste time bacause the typical bribe hungry policeman wanted a lil treat for himself as he saw the scotch in our luggage....dad had to seal the bag just to make sure nothing goes wrong. then we see this CHANDALIKA policewomen (a typical big mouthed BONG AUNTY) for those who feel repudiated by me at this line..i dont think i'll apologize because i intend to repudiate you!!!
she spoke as if she owned the world. swear to god its a shameful sight to see the attitude of police in our country, its not defamed cuz of nothing.. i think it deserves it! the whole country is a mix "sabji" of corruption and corruption and corruption... did i mention corruption???
then i see a firang who is roaming here and there in search of his lost- oh wait- STOLEN handbag!!! what a beautiful impression of our country (Jai Hind!).
Man what a "Kachra" of my trip!!!
and wait theres more to come!
Air deccan (or is it air dhakkan). now people its the most beautiful flight iv ever...EVER come across in my life. that i dont want to travel in it again!! u see its so cleann that one doesnt wish to sit on the seat. he'd rather sit on the floor! (oh by the way for the braindead- sarcasm intended here)
And i want to sue the ticketing manager because he's been letting some passengers fly free in it. not fair. about a thousand "machhars" flew free from kolkata to delhi in the air dhakkan!!!
not fair!!!! they should pay too....!
well "Phew" was the world when i landed to delhi..u cant expect anything out of that flight! LOSERS!
believe me if ur travelling by plane beware of two things: one KOLKATA AIRPORT and two AIR DECCAN!! shit is what they both are! this is the warning for you guys..!! if uve booked some tickets for this flight cancel them as u will be shocked to see the service! or if u want to know the defintion of a poor flight...go for it!!! enjoy the bumpy ride..they play music too in the plane and thats the sound of some loose spare part that goes "patarr-patarr" as you're in flight!
a serious note:
if anyone associated with air deccan reads this (which is like .0001% chance) please help out this airline its sick!!!!!!!
and to the govt. i say: making those religious advertisements and gloomy videos of lanky palces in India wont help..neither would ur never ending speeches help...make a difference from the citizen point of view! (though its useless to write it but just incase..if i could be the one to upstart anything let it be)
and again i say: if any bloody creature feels that im being oversmart or whatever bullshit u want to throw on me....please keep ur thoughts to urself because u'll be the gud for nothing citizen of this good for nothing country!! but if u really want to add any viewpoints ur free to comment!
chao!
JAI HIND
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
NO ONE REALLY CARES!
You know the time when one just stops thinking about things they always think about? (huh??) ok. but it happens with me!
someday just all of a sudden my mind just starts wondering about the "world" that doesnt matter to me, it basically has nothing to do with me! ( to be precise- the "world" i mention here is of the people who i see around while i am actually thinking about the above mentioned crap) ----too confusing????
yes i am!!!
i boarded the morning bus to my college and sat on the seat where the conductor sits misleading the passengers about the route of the bus, to why i sat there-because the guy sitting on the ladies seat did not care to stand up!
it just takes like 10 mins to reach sheikh sarai 2 from ma place but all thanks to delhi buses that even a 10 minute drive becomes 30 mins long! greedy bastards want to board as many people they can not knowing that the bus has limits! so they dont care! people r not humane anymore!
example? hehe none other than BIG BOSS one sympathy gainer show is BIG BOSS!!
so Kashemra (oh i spelled it wrong..hehe isnt it funny this way..anyways i mean KASHMERA) is back in the show!..ewwwww (puke puke). after she came in i realised that people who call or think themselves as "sophisticated" are actually full of hypocrisy and are blinded with their sophistication (meaning nothing to them).
see the way she's tryin to be "SATI SAVITRI"!! she's a GERM. writing here wont actually make a difference but i feel like doing so..so sorry to say but when i heard she has a husband...i was like STUNNED...is he blind?? no?? he has to be deaf then.. i mean hats off he's living with you as your "husband"..!!!..she's not HUMAN!
Amit- o Gawd!!! he thinks that behaving arrogant and portraying himself as a psycho makes the world care for him!! yeah right!!* im getting irritated cut down the volume please* and he smashes the wall with a punch!!..ha! we all get irritated amit..so shut up!
Carol- *ooh look im a baby*, * look im cute*, *look i dunno hindi*!!..model industry is short of brains!!.. she's decent in her own little way..i'll tell u why- she does same things as others but in a diplomat way!! she's an impostor too! Merry Christmas!
Rahul- yawn!!!!
Ravi- his zindagi is sure JHHandwaaa!!, mr. PRAVACHAN..."im just RIGHT", bloody hell!..hypocrisy is a shorter version of what he is!!!! u know sumwhere in his brain he's got a majoooor misconception that he's the most handsome guy on earth!! (he looks like donald duck! doesnt he?)
i used to hate rakhi for what she is but she is the only person who can be real!!! atleast her profession did not teach her to be fake!!! i want her to win!!!!
STATUTORY WARNING: these views are of my own and as the govt. has bestowed me with freedom of speech i feel free to express em..those who think i have no right to do so..keep ur thoughts to urself!!!feel happy!! yay!!!this aint a reality show and aint a confession room! i do wat i want!! but down the line they are all true!!...m not fake as the people i mention above!! losers!
You know the time when one just stops thinking about things they always think about? (huh??) ok. but it happens with me!
someday just all of a sudden my mind just starts wondering about the "world" that doesnt matter to me, it basically has nothing to do with me! ( to be precise- the "world" i mention here is of the people who i see around while i am actually thinking about the above mentioned crap) ----too confusing????
yes i am!!!
i boarded the morning bus to my college and sat on the seat where the conductor sits misleading the passengers about the route of the bus, to why i sat there-because the guy sitting on the ladies seat did not care to stand up!
it just takes like 10 mins to reach sheikh sarai 2 from ma place but all thanks to delhi buses that even a 10 minute drive becomes 30 mins long! greedy bastards want to board as many people they can not knowing that the bus has limits! so they dont care! people r not humane anymore!
example? hehe none other than BIG BOSS one sympathy gainer show is BIG BOSS!!
so Kashemra (oh i spelled it wrong..hehe isnt it funny this way..anyways i mean KASHMERA) is back in the show!..ewwwww (puke puke). after she came in i realised that people who call or think themselves as "sophisticated" are actually full of hypocrisy and are blinded with their sophistication (meaning nothing to them).
see the way she's tryin to be "SATI SAVITRI"!! she's a GERM. writing here wont actually make a difference but i feel like doing so..so sorry to say but when i heard she has a husband...i was like STUNNED...is he blind?? no?? he has to be deaf then.. i mean hats off he's living with you as your "husband"..!!!..she's not HUMAN!
Amit- o Gawd!!! he thinks that behaving arrogant and portraying himself as a psycho makes the world care for him!! yeah right!!* im getting irritated cut down the volume please* and he smashes the wall with a punch!!..ha! we all get irritated amit..so shut up!
Carol- *ooh look im a baby*, * look im cute*, *look i dunno hindi*!!..model industry is short of brains!!.. she's decent in her own little way..i'll tell u why- she does same things as others but in a diplomat way!! she's an impostor too! Merry Christmas!
Rahul- yawn!!!!
Ravi- his zindagi is sure JHHandwaaa!!, mr. PRAVACHAN..."im just RIGHT", bloody hell!..hypocrisy is a shorter version of what he is!!!! u know sumwhere in his brain he's got a majoooor misconception that he's the most handsome guy on earth!! (he looks like donald duck! doesnt he?)
i used to hate rakhi for what she is but she is the only person who can be real!!! atleast her profession did not teach her to be fake!!! i want her to win!!!!
STATUTORY WARNING: these views are of my own and as the govt. has bestowed me with freedom of speech i feel free to express em..those who think i have no right to do so..keep ur thoughts to urself!!!feel happy!! yay!!!this aint a reality show and aint a confession room! i do wat i want!! but down the line they are all true!!...m not fake as the people i mention above!! losers!
tata!
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
SUDDENLY FASCINATED BY BIKES!!I remembered my stay in Pune today, the place was AAAhhhhmmmaaaazzingggg!!! with little green hills all around and a beautiful road...seemed more romantic in the *raat ka andhera*!!
all i could do was peep through the glass window and feel the breeze blowing my hair (giving me a phaantaashtic hair ishtyle).
i felt the need to be on a bike.felt the need for speed. just wanted to go zooooming aywhere i wanted to!!! ANYWHERE!!!
being on a bike felt like something imperative in my life!
then i saw a few youngsters with their roaring bikes speeding up a hill ( it was sooo damn coool)
i wishhhh.......
*sigh*
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Coldieeee....*aaaaanchhhooooo*
NO.. i do not have cold!!! Delhi does!
College begun!- so spending half of my day is a lot easier than before, though i have to go in this awesome cold but its ok! not much of studies happening, its jus the semester papers we r getting back.. n i have actually scored well!!!!..yippeeez to me!!
Was standing alone in the sunshine today outside my class room in college, and some bunch of sleazyy freaks still think that behaving like 11 yr olds is cool!!! i felt like bumping my head on the wall and telling them to get a grip on life..or maybe just GET A LIFE!!! but just thought that God was anyways not happy to create them. so i should just be quiet n maybe make them feel a little happy about their existence in the world!
The first day of college after the winter break brought a sad news as well- the news of our besttttest professor who is retiring in 15 days!!
there are some things that dont much affect you on long term basis, but they do fr a shorter period of time! to be very frank im not gonna miss him all my life but yeah till 3rd year is over i'll miss his wisdom!
it really made me sad. i swear to God that such a man was born to teach! he's just perfect! and some way or the other it showed in him that how much it means to be a teacher!
i have learnt a lot from him!
Dad surpised me again with one of his whacky trips! He always ALWAYS manages to surprise me! this time it was shocking because i was totallly oblivious!! And i think we've been holidaying since an yr n a half now! i thought that now it'll be a break ( i needed one honestly to spend time with me and Myself) but the temptations of that place is getting me alll excited and the better news..my sis n jiju r going along too! its moms birthday which will fall during the trip! so it is a special one altogether! yippeez to my DAD !!!
had fun today in and after college!
ate CRAX!!! i love em!! hee hee
and cafe nescafe rocks!
ciao!
NO.. i do not have cold!!! Delhi does!
College begun!- so spending half of my day is a lot easier than before, though i have to go in this awesome cold but its ok! not much of studies happening, its jus the semester papers we r getting back.. n i have actually scored well!!!!..yippeeez to me!!
Was standing alone in the sunshine today outside my class room in college, and some bunch of sleazyy freaks still think that behaving like 11 yr olds is cool!!! i felt like bumping my head on the wall and telling them to get a grip on life..or maybe just GET A LIFE!!! but just thought that God was anyways not happy to create them. so i should just be quiet n maybe make them feel a little happy about their existence in the world!
The first day of college after the winter break brought a sad news as well- the news of our besttttest professor who is retiring in 15 days!!
there are some things that dont much affect you on long term basis, but they do fr a shorter period of time! to be very frank im not gonna miss him all my life but yeah till 3rd year is over i'll miss his wisdom!
it really made me sad. i swear to God that such a man was born to teach! he's just perfect! and some way or the other it showed in him that how much it means to be a teacher!
i have learnt a lot from him!
Dad surpised me again with one of his whacky trips! He always ALWAYS manages to surprise me! this time it was shocking because i was totallly oblivious!! And i think we've been holidaying since an yr n a half now! i thought that now it'll be a break ( i needed one honestly to spend time with me and Myself) but the temptations of that place is getting me alll excited and the better news..my sis n jiju r going along too! its moms birthday which will fall during the trip! so it is a special one altogether! yippeez to my DAD !!!
had fun today in and after college!
ate CRAX!!! i love em!! hee hee
and cafe nescafe rocks!
ciao!
Friday, January 05, 2007
happy 5 days old "new" year!!!
so 2007 is here!!!!! yaay!..now wat do i do????
waiting for college to open!!! so baaaaddd!!!...im fed up sittin at home!...all the whitewash all the jing bang!! its soo boringgg...sit up in one room n kaam chalao anyhow!! cant go out! i missed so many gud movies!!! wanted to see kabul express!! heard its bombed in india..but i know its gonna b nice!
n guess wat adds to more BORIYAT...cable's screwed!!!!! that was our welcome to 2007- a blacked out television set!
with only news channels!! swear to god iv never seen so much news in my life ever! and it seems they all just got one thing to do dese days..match kundli of aishwarya rai n abhishekh bachhan-"mere hisaab se abhishek ke liye yeh saal shaadi ke liye shubh hai" gimme a fuckin break!!! i was sooo tossed up!!! WAKE UPPPP N SHOWW SENSE PLZZZ!!!! they arnt gonna invite u anyhow!! so stop chamchagiri!
set top box my foot!
anyways! new yr eve was nice! missed dost!!
but at d end it got scary too..we nearly got stuck in midst of nowhere..it was tooo fogggy...n brrrrr-inngg cold...never driving in fog again!!!
read an old mail saved in my inbox today..its like 2 yrs old and the funniest of alll, its a conversation i saved bak then..cheezy guy cheezy stuff! but..i jus open it and read it sumtimes to hav a gudlaugh!!! imagining hw can some people be like that!!
school time stuff! in some way school WAS fun.. all the things that used to happen! gossip and discussions n messing with our class teacher! oh gawd bullied her like hell! she was actually scared of her students!..i miss deeksha!! her cute laugh!
I wanna go fr the alumni only to meet my friends... its happenin soon. looking forward for it!
anyways the big thing comin up is college n my result fr the semester!!..hope i'd performed well!!!
wishing myself luckk
tata!
so 2007 is here!!!!! yaay!..now wat do i do????
waiting for college to open!!! so baaaaddd!!!...im fed up sittin at home!...all the whitewash all the jing bang!! its soo boringgg...sit up in one room n kaam chalao anyhow!! cant go out! i missed so many gud movies!!! wanted to see kabul express!! heard its bombed in india..but i know its gonna b nice!
n guess wat adds to more BORIYAT...cable's screwed!!!!! that was our welcome to 2007- a blacked out television set!
with only news channels!! swear to god iv never seen so much news in my life ever! and it seems they all just got one thing to do dese days..match kundli of aishwarya rai n abhishekh bachhan-"mere hisaab se abhishek ke liye yeh saal shaadi ke liye shubh hai" gimme a fuckin break!!! i was sooo tossed up!!! WAKE UPPPP N SHOWW SENSE PLZZZ!!!! they arnt gonna invite u anyhow!! so stop chamchagiri!
set top box my foot!
anyways! new yr eve was nice! missed dost!!
but at d end it got scary too..we nearly got stuck in midst of nowhere..it was tooo fogggy...n brrrrr-inngg cold...never driving in fog again!!!
read an old mail saved in my inbox today..its like 2 yrs old and the funniest of alll, its a conversation i saved bak then..cheezy guy cheezy stuff! but..i jus open it and read it sumtimes to hav a gudlaugh!!! imagining hw can some people be like that!!
school time stuff! in some way school WAS fun.. all the things that used to happen! gossip and discussions n messing with our class teacher! oh gawd bullied her like hell! she was actually scared of her students!..i miss deeksha!! her cute laugh!
I wanna go fr the alumni only to meet my friends... its happenin soon. looking forward for it!
anyways the big thing comin up is college n my result fr the semester!!..hope i'd performed well!!!
wishing myself luckk
tata!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
8 days to the next 365 days coming up!!
Now doesn't it seem so stupid when i write it dis way...
i mean shout on top of ur voice only to wait fr another 365 days to shout the same way again!!!
new years dont really make a difference do they...it just gets old after 1 day!!..so what is the FUSS all about!
anyways but it doesss make sense with all the dance n boooze n fun!!!
my examz just got over...were funny!!! seriouslyy they ver funny!!..i laughed whenever i saw that i dont know the answer to some question i always had shradha by my side...heyy but she had me too by the wayy!!! im good at studiess ok!!!and cheating is fun!! its just that these were a set of internals who no one takes seriously especially wen u hav to suddenly study history after u kno you hav left it forever!!!
so examz went fun!!, how bout holdiays now???..hmm gotta ponder on that
anyways Soooo its gonna be 2007!! yayyyy!yippeee!! uhh ..huh?? whoaaa!!...time flies!!
and wat is it gonna get me...3rd yr of college!!! (ew), 20th yr of my life (double eww), end of my teenage (thats shit), i dun wana GROW up!! wat else in store?? cricket world cup ( hmm not bad)..ok so is that it??
ur not doin a very gud job 2007!!!!
i have a resolution too by the way!!!- keep my room a lil cleaner!!! waise thats my every year to-be-said- resolution!! haha
have to live with it...
hey iv been watching big boss by the way!! zindagi jhandwaaa shit..its soo weird!!..dey seem like low class freaks who'v become celebs by a major mistake!!
ive started loving that song from pyar ke side effects...feeling blue feeling blue!! its really nice!
ma relatives n cousins are gatherin up on new yrs eve!!! for a party!!!..should be fun!!!
plans with friends??? hmmm *sob sob*...(intelligence required here)
anyways would catchup with them soon!!!
peace!!!
Now doesn't it seem so stupid when i write it dis way...
i mean shout on top of ur voice only to wait fr another 365 days to shout the same way again!!!
new years dont really make a difference do they...it just gets old after 1 day!!..so what is the FUSS all about!
anyways but it doesss make sense with all the dance n boooze n fun!!!
my examz just got over...were funny!!! seriouslyy they ver funny!!..i laughed whenever i saw that i dont know the answer to some question i always had shradha by my side...heyy but she had me too by the wayy!!! im good at studiess ok!!!and cheating is fun!! its just that these were a set of internals who no one takes seriously especially wen u hav to suddenly study history after u kno you hav left it forever!!!
so examz went fun!!, how bout holdiays now???..hmm gotta ponder on that
anyways Soooo its gonna be 2007!! yayyyy!yippeee!! uhh ..huh?? whoaaa!!...time flies!!
and wat is it gonna get me...3rd yr of college!!! (ew), 20th yr of my life (double eww), end of my teenage (thats shit), i dun wana GROW up!! wat else in store?? cricket world cup ( hmm not bad)..ok so is that it??
ur not doin a very gud job 2007!!!!
i have a resolution too by the way!!!- keep my room a lil cleaner!!! waise thats my every year to-be-said- resolution!! haha
have to live with it...
hey iv been watching big boss by the way!! zindagi jhandwaaa shit..its soo weird!!..dey seem like low class freaks who'v become celebs by a major mistake!!
ive started loving that song from pyar ke side effects...feeling blue feeling blue!! its really nice!
ma relatives n cousins are gatherin up on new yrs eve!!! for a party!!!..should be fun!!!
plans with friends??? hmmm *sob sob*...(intelligence required here)
anyways would catchup with them soon!!!
peace!!!
Friday, December 08, 2006
already???
its almost end of my second year ALREADY!!!! i mean in another week or two im gonna finish my mid semester and then it wont even take snap of a time to end this year...time really goes by eh!!!!
Came back from my never ending mumbai trip!
mumbai was okay, dont understand the psyche of people (including me) regarding the fight between delhi and mumbai...u go there comparisons jus start, ofcourse that was my daily routine there...lol..bitching about bombay!!!, but its gud in its own aspect!...cmon it has ESSEL WORLD!!!...heheh
we went clubbing tooo in mumbai in search of the whacky MUMBAI night life.. (im still searching!!!) did enjoy...had to!! didnt hav another choice did we??...dancing to the sounds of D-I-S-C-O!!
Guess we chose a wrong place!
its just weird-our bookings for this trip was done like 2 months ago n now its over!!!!
Anyways my thinking level is a bit chipped right now, have exams!!! shakespeare, webster, chaucer alll revolving around my brain like elves!
i'm CLUELESS..
so miss blogger(yeah right!) is gonna take off...till examz!....
love all!
its almost end of my second year ALREADY!!!! i mean in another week or two im gonna finish my mid semester and then it wont even take snap of a time to end this year...time really goes by eh!!!!
Came back from my never ending mumbai trip!
mumbai was okay, dont understand the psyche of people (including me) regarding the fight between delhi and mumbai...u go there comparisons jus start, ofcourse that was my daily routine there...lol..bitching about bombay!!!, but its gud in its own aspect!...cmon it has ESSEL WORLD!!!...heheh
we went clubbing tooo in mumbai in search of the whacky MUMBAI night life.. (im still searching!!!) did enjoy...had to!! didnt hav another choice did we??...dancing to the sounds of D-I-S-C-O!!
Guess we chose a wrong place!
its just weird-our bookings for this trip was done like 2 months ago n now its over!!!!
Anyways my thinking level is a bit chipped right now, have exams!!! shakespeare, webster, chaucer alll revolving around my brain like elves!
i'm CLUELESS..
so miss blogger(yeah right!) is gonna take off...till examz!....
love all!
Sunday, November 19, 2006
SUNdays of our lives!
Sundays just couldn’t get better…a normal Sunday at my place is when I’m fast asleep with the bed-sheet covering each inch of my body and Im sumwhere in between the place of sound sleep and waking up.
Then comes the sound of the radio songs which BINGGGG in my ear and I hear mum calling….. “NIDHIIIIIII uthh rahi hai ke nai!!!!!!”
And me???...Ha!!!..*snoreee*
Its yet another cleaning day!!!! Waise when it comes to mom, everyday is a cleaning day..but Sunday is a time when I have to straighten up right from 8.am (oh wait! I don’t wake up that early)…I mean from morning to night!! Other days it jus might be the time when she gets back home from work!
When it comes to the cleanliness factor in my family.. its just me for whom the bookshelf, the cupboard, the shoe rack are just places to keep “things”!!! and as the common saying, in my context, goes “whatevers lost at home will be found in my cupboard”..which happens to be true as well!!!
Anyways coming back to Sundays!
All what I wanna do is ‘taal-o-fy’ the whole thing to another holiday… how bout Independence Day!?
And at times it gets a little serious at home n that’s when mum n dad wanna make me understand that its time I learn to keep homes clean…and up goes the volume of the television n im tryin to subdue moms n dads lectures into the sound of a freaky English interview of Rakhi Sawant!
When will I learn!!!..though I know whatever they say is soo true!...it always is isn’t it?? my rude connotations, obviously in my mind, always follow. but to be a little faithful to them they actually tell the truth..damn!!!
At some point of time im always gonna miss those lectures and realize how true they were!
But for the time being im gonna miss delhi..dun wanna go to MUMBAI!! NOOOOOO..waaaaaaaaaaaa :’(
Huh!!!! N dat tooo for fuckinnnn 10 days!!! (haw did I jus swear…might be the hangover of the fucking movie DEPARTED!)
I know a thousand heads would be wanting to swear at me as it’s the sooo called great fuck (oops I mean FLICK)
but such movies aren’t my cup of tea!
So helll with those people who loved it
Fuck yourself!!!!!
;)
(might seem like a desperate attempt to write another blog...As if I care!!!!)
Sundays just couldn’t get better…a normal Sunday at my place is when I’m fast asleep with the bed-sheet covering each inch of my body and Im sumwhere in between the place of sound sleep and waking up.
Then comes the sound of the radio songs which BINGGGG in my ear and I hear mum calling….. “NIDHIIIIIII uthh rahi hai ke nai!!!!!!”
And me???...Ha!!!..*snoreee*
Its yet another cleaning day!!!! Waise when it comes to mom, everyday is a cleaning day..but Sunday is a time when I have to straighten up right from 8.am (oh wait! I don’t wake up that early)…I mean from morning to night!! Other days it jus might be the time when she gets back home from work!
When it comes to the cleanliness factor in my family.. its just me for whom the bookshelf, the cupboard, the shoe rack are just places to keep “things”!!! and as the common saying, in my context, goes “whatevers lost at home will be found in my cupboard”..which happens to be true as well!!!
Anyways coming back to Sundays!
All what I wanna do is ‘taal-o-fy’ the whole thing to another holiday… how bout Independence Day!?
And at times it gets a little serious at home n that’s when mum n dad wanna make me understand that its time I learn to keep homes clean…and up goes the volume of the television n im tryin to subdue moms n dads lectures into the sound of a freaky English interview of Rakhi Sawant!
When will I learn!!!..though I know whatever they say is soo true!...it always is isn’t it?? my rude connotations, obviously in my mind, always follow. but to be a little faithful to them they actually tell the truth..damn!!!
At some point of time im always gonna miss those lectures and realize how true they were!
But for the time being im gonna miss delhi..dun wanna go to MUMBAI!! NOOOOOO..waaaaaaaaaaaa :’(
Huh!!!! N dat tooo for fuckinnnn 10 days!!! (haw did I jus swear…might be the hangover of the fucking movie DEPARTED!)
I know a thousand heads would be wanting to swear at me as it’s the sooo called great fuck (oops I mean FLICK)
but such movies aren’t my cup of tea!
So helll with those people who loved it
Fuck yourself!!!!!
;)
(might seem like a desperate attempt to write another blog...As if I care!!!!)
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Better Late than never!
i know i have covered a huge journey since the day i should have written this but so what- its still afresh in my mind.
Back then, everything just happened- i didnt even get the time the digest the fact that my sister was gonna get married! dumbstruck at this news i still managed to stay as calm as i could. but every morning when i woke up i kept realising that soon one half of our room was gonna be empty!
All this while i have been used to her whining of me intruding her wardrobe, i've been used to her morning sneezes- which happened to be my alarm clock- one sneeze-2nd sneeze-3rd sneeze-4th sneeze-all in a go!!! *oh its morning*!!!, then bangs at the bathroom door when both used to get late for school, blaming each other for creating a mess at home when mum n dad used to get back from work.
how can i forgot those fights- stupid cranky fights. we both might have fought for every possible thing on this earth. be it a chewing gum, a nail-paint, i also remember being locked out of home because i broke her lipstick!, slamming doors at each other...ask our doors they have had to be repaired for this!! our arguements which Neha was always gud at..i merely copied her! the time when i had just learnt a new word "shut-up", i kept using it at whatever she accused me for!
loud music at home- we both dancing like stupids!, making jokes with mom!...we've done sooo much together, but all i got was 17 yrs to live with her!..believe me its not enough!
coming back to the astounding news of she being engaged- well things did change a lot after that- i might say my life took a turn!! i started taking life seriously after that! so there was gonna be a person who will mean the world to neha...my curiousity to who the person was..was not much!! ofcourse i knew who he was...and ofcourse i took the advantage of being the younger sister!!..(ahem). though i had known him for ages, i never got a chance to form an opinion of him and suddenly i become the most important person to judge him!!! hmm felt proud of myself holding one responsibility!
since their engagement we both had 1 yr together, my 16yrs apart and that 1 yr apart!! its all a different story! now would you believe people who've fought for a tiny chewing gum never even argued in that 1 yr...and also after that!
shame on sisterhood (hehe) but its worth it! we both have never been that close EVER! to the times when her life remained in her and mine in mine....now we both look for reasons to call each other n tell all whats been on and off in our day to day lives! our relatives roll their eyes to see us so close..with pouncing questions of "are they the same sisters?" and ofcourse Gaurav has played a major role in this binding! thanks is the word!
sometimes at night i still look at the empty side of my bed, sometimes i lay down an extra plate during supper forgetting that its just the three of us now!, but happy with the fact that she lives jus a 10 minute drive away!
she has indeed been a hell of a sister !!!! *applause*
STARTER!!
What gives me the inspiration to ACTUALLY create a blog is something that isn’t even a part of my life. It’s someone I haven’t ever met; I don’t even talk to and while looking at her piece of writings (which I considered eccentric) I give a silly frown and shut her blogs!!! But it’s an inexplicable phenomenon which makes people having no connection between them learn something from each other-well maybe in my case its one sided-but whatever!
So here I begin with my very first blog!
Oh and there’s a warning too!
I might not sound too smart by writing this crap, as while writing I might not realize that I’m a bloody English honors student(Oh yes I’m flaunting it out aloud), and writing crap like this doesn’t exactly denote that I’m on a path of wisdom by pursuing this course!
I had actually picked up a pen long time back n scribbled- scribbled in happiness, in agony, in pain, in frustration- scribbled a hell lot…now when I read it, its pure GIBBERISH to me, but this time I think that after a million attempts to maintain a blog I should just continue! I’ll save some pen inks at least!
Believe me writing is FUN and sometimes it’s the best way to blurt out your feelings!
So if by any teeny-weeny chance there are people who actually read my blogs!!-GOD BLESS THEM- BLESS EM’ALL!!
What gives me the inspiration to ACTUALLY create a blog is something that isn’t even a part of my life. It’s someone I haven’t ever met; I don’t even talk to and while looking at her piece of writings (which I considered eccentric) I give a silly frown and shut her blogs!!! But it’s an inexplicable phenomenon which makes people having no connection between them learn something from each other-well maybe in my case its one sided-but whatever!
So here I begin with my very first blog!
Oh and there’s a warning too!
I might not sound too smart by writing this crap, as while writing I might not realize that I’m a bloody English honors student(Oh yes I’m flaunting it out aloud), and writing crap like this doesn’t exactly denote that I’m on a path of wisdom by pursuing this course!
I had actually picked up a pen long time back n scribbled- scribbled in happiness, in agony, in pain, in frustration- scribbled a hell lot…now when I read it, its pure GIBBERISH to me, but this time I think that after a million attempts to maintain a blog I should just continue! I’ll save some pen inks at least!
Believe me writing is FUN and sometimes it’s the best way to blurt out your feelings!
So if by any teeny-weeny chance there are people who actually read my blogs!!-GOD BLESS THEM- BLESS EM’ALL!!
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